Because I know Leysa will stop her plans when she knows her first goal has no destination to succeed at all, but f *ck Frederik Wilford, why did that idiot become my best friend anyway?
"Hey Eddy. Are you with me?" I was brought back to my senses when Leysa called my attention. By the way, I thought again that Leysa really had no hope of stopping this.
But one last try, "Leys, as your dearest friend. Please listen to me, stop this, please. It has no destination. It will only hurt you. Yes, Fred will never forget you, he always aims for you, but it's not an assurance if he can choose you over your sister. They are married Leys and he needs her more than anyone else. She is what he needs Leys, not you. He is just taking advantage of your revenge, whether you admit it or not, he just wants you in bed ... no more, no less. He just think of you like you are just his whore Leys-- "
And there it goes... she slapped me, so hard.
And I saw her tears falling down on her sweet angelic face.
And confirmed...
"You already love him..." after saying those words to her, I just bowed down in hopelessness... shit, this is what I am saying.
LEYSA'S POV
"You already love him."
And Eddy's last words before he left, feels like a bomb that just exploded inside me.
No ... it can't be. It's impossible!
Loving him will make me the biggest fool of all and the loser to this game of chess I started.
"Checkmate."
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"Ah. Ugh. Hmm," I moaned while he was doing me down there.
We are here in my room in their house.
I can no longer remember how I got home, or how Eddy and I ended our conversation earlier.
I do not know. I could not calculate what was happening now, it was as if I suddenly fell into a ravine that was very dark and deep. Seems like it was an endless sadness ... and endless questions that I don't know the answers to.
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