But at this point, there was no need for her to hide it.
So she nodded.
“He doesn’t know what I’m thinking,” she whispered. “I haven't talked to him about that.”
After a pause, she looked expectantly at Queeny and whispered, “Miss Horton, what does a girl have to do to please a boy she likes?”
She really didn’t know. She’d never been in a relationship. For the first time in her life, she liked a man, and all she could think about was him.
She longed to see him every day, but she was afraid that seeing him so often would make him dislike her.
So she could only contrive to find excuses and create a chance to encounter with him.
But the more she did so, the more uneasy she became. She always felt that this feeling was only her own one-woman show from beginning to end.
He doesn't know anything. He didn’t even know she liked him, and he couldn’t possibly end up with her.
But she dared not pluck up the courage to tell him.
At this time, Ella’s mood was very contradictory.
But there were few people she could really trust in this place, even though she had been there a long time.
Servants also had their own cliques. Even though everyone seemed to be on good terms and get along.
But she knew in her heart that such friendships were unstable, even fragile.
If she confided her secret to one of them today, the castle maids would know by tomorrow that she had a crush on one of Felix's own guards.
Regardless of what Dean would think, she would be embarrassed.
Therefore, although she had a crush on him for so long, she still suppressed her mood and did not mention it to anyone else.
Queeny looked at her and knew what she was thinking.
After a moment’s reflection, she said softly, “In fact, in my opinion, if two people really love each other, there is no need to deliberately please each other.”
“Because if it’s real love, he’ll be happy no matter what you do. Your joy, anger, laughter and scolding are the most cherished things in his eyes.”
“However, you two are in a different situation. Maybe he doesn’t know what you’re thinking, or maybe he also has a crush on you and just too shy to ask. Just like you.”
“The worst that can happen is that he regards you as a friend, or a dear little sister, and does not care for you in that way.”
“Either way, remember that you can give and please him, but only in ways that make you happy and keep you safe.”
“As soon as you see something wrong, get out of there. Don't be sloppy. Don’t let him hold on to your weak side, or you’ll easily suffer.”
Ella looked at her and nodded vaguely.
It was a moment before she said, “Miss Horton, I seem to understand a little bit. Don’t worry, I know what to do.”
Queeny smiled and patted her on the shoulder. “Are you twenty?”
Ella nodded, “Well, yes.”
“Don’t be afraid to love, and if you do get together, I’ll give you a generous dowry.”
Speaking of this, Ella’s face turned red again.
She nudged her slightly and said, “Miss Horton, you’re talking nonsense.”
Queeny burst out laughing.
Queeny was in a good mood after teasing Ella. She went to her room and did some reading until it was late.
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