Chapter 15
(Cordelia]
Curiosity drives me to accept the doctor’s offer of coffee.
We take our conversation to the small cafe located near the hospital lobby. Taking a seat in the back comer where we can have a bit more privacy, he tells me everything he has observed about my father. “Heart attacks have very specific symptoms, none of which your father has. At your family’s insistence, three doctors and four nurses, including myself, have all checked his vitals and he seems perfectly healthy. His blood pressure is slightly elevated and he has high cholesterol, but that isn’t unusual for his
age.”
He takes a slow sip of his coffee, wincing. “At best I say he had a panic attack,”
I take my own hesitant sip. The look on his face makes more sense now as this is probably the worst cup of coffee have ever tasted.
“Panic attacks can sometimes feel like heart attacks,” he explains in more détail. “Your heart seizes for a microsecond and your body feels a considerable amount of pressure. It’s more like a heart hiccup than an attack,” he takes another sip of his coffee and then sets it down, scooting it far away from him.
“Wouldn’t you still need to come in for a check–up?” I ask, wondering why my father is here if it isn’t necessary.
“Recovery time from a panic attack is fairly short. A drink of water, taking a slow walk outside, and a moment for deep breaths. That’s usually all you need. Not hospitalization,” his lips make a hard downward line as he looks back in the direction of my father’s room. “Most patients don’t have the privilege of wasting the hospital resources because they are having a bad day.”
I want to defend my father, to say it wasn’t just a bad day but possibly one of the worst days ever but 1 stop myself when I look up and see the intensity of his gaze.
Jude is a charming but also very serious man, He leaves no room for argument, but he also doesn’t give you a reason to argue. He knows what he is talking about and tells you with conviction, warmth, and a lack of judgment.
He’s almost the exact opposite of Atlas.
I shake my head. There is no reason to compare the two. I can’t spend my entire life comparing every man I meet to the first one I had ever loved.
“Have you had lunch yet?” he startles me out of my thoughts with a gentle hand on my shoulder.
Shaking my head I admit, “I haven’t even had breakfast yet.”
He pulls out his wallet. “Let’s get you something to eat, then. “The coffee is terrible but the french toast is almost edible. I mean, compared to rubber”
I laugh out loud, almost snorting the bitter liquid they call coffee. It wasn’t even that funny, but with everything else going on, in that moment it was hilarious. It has been so long since I’ve had a good laugh that it takes me a few minutes to stop. But then as soon as my breathing returns to normal, the tears begin to fall.
Dr. Jude Davis is more than good looks and kind laughter, he is also ridiculously intelligent. He is a doctor, yes, but also a scientist working on clever, genetic–based engineering in his “spare time.”
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