Chapter 25
[Cordelia]
Jude pauses at the door, his face a bit uncertain as he touches his lips where I had just kissed him for the
first time.
“I know this is sudden but I was wondering if maybe you’d be open to going out later today?” he asks with a small smile. “Maybe we could head to the beach, get a bit more sunshine, and you could come to my lab after,” his eyes are bright with hope, “What do you think?”
I usually avoid the beach. I am terrified of the water. But he looks so earnest and hopeful that I agree.
“Great!” he claps his hands. “That’s settled. We’ll do a little swimming and then…”
“Swimming?” my nervous voice hitches, raising an octave.
The problem is, I never learned how to swim. I’ve always been a bit afraid of the water. Silly, I know, living near the coast. But I rarely made it out to the beach.
I tell Jude all of this and he laughs. “Oh don’t worry about that,” he brushes aside my fear. “I am an excellent swimmer. I used to spend my summers in the Catalina Islands. I can teach you.”
He leaves with a bright smile on his face as he heads down the steps.
When Tilly comes home for lunch I explain my dilemma.
“But I don’t even have a swimsuit!” I cry.
Tilly grabs my hand, pulling me towards her room. “You can borrow one of mine,” she drags me into her bedroom, “Come on, I’ll help you pick something.
Everything Tilly has me try on is embarrassingly revealing. I had to flat–out say no to anything that is a g- string. I love my body, but I don’t need anyone to see that much of it.
Eventually, we settled on a mostly tasteful thong bikini in bright green and a thin built–in skirt of sheer material “for modesty.”
There is absolutely nothing modest about this look.
“I’m not sure this is a good idea,” I confess to Tilly. “Doesn’t this feel like too much too soon?”
“Nonsense,” she shakes her head. “You’ve had your heart closed off for so long–It’s going to be scary opening up at first but trust me, it’ll be worth it.” She gives me a little hug. “Give him a chance to show your what it can feel like to have someone like you back.”
Jude arrives as I’m pulling on the swimsuit. I can hear him, but I am uncertain about going out to see him like this.
Tilly eventually convinces me to leave the room by handing me a shirt to hide the bikini. I still feel naked, but at least now most of it is covered
“Now you go out there and you don’t come back until you’ve had your naughty way with that sexy man,” she orders me as she pushes me out of her bedroom,
His eyes sweep over my body appreciatively. “Perfect, he smiles. “That’ll be perfect.
Chapter 25
+25 BONUS
I grab a hoodie and a pair of sweats for later, and we head down to his car.
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