Stealing Your Heart (Lin Xinyan) novel Chapter 577

Stealing Your Heart Chapter 577

Bai Yinning was a normal man with normal biological needs, and Zong Jinghao’s expression got the former to narrow his eyes. Bai Yinning guessed what Zong Jinghao meant, so he didn’t comment on that. He simply said, “Let’s go, Chunchun.”

Zhou Chunchun obediently pushed his wheelchair and headed towards the car.

Bai Yinning knew that he shouldn’t have any thoughts about Lin Xinyan, and he knew that they would never be together. He was also well aware of the fact that she was married, but he couldn’t control his heart.

He wanted to be close to her and see her every day.

He hated that part of himself.

“Chunchun, how about we walk around for a bit first?” asked Bai Yinning. He didn’t want to go home just yet, and he certainly didn’t want to deal with the Zhou family. He just wanted some peace and quiet.

Zhou Chunchun agreed to it and pushed him along the road. Gao Yuan drove the car slowly and followed closely behind the two of them.

“Yinning, are you in a foul mood?” asked Zhou Chunchun. She wasn’t the sharpest tool in the shed, but she could still sense that Bai Yinning was feeling down at that moment.

Bai Yinning stared ahead without focusing on anything. He asked, “Chunchun, do you like me?”

Zhou Chunchun thought his question was strange. Why is he asking about this again?

“I’ve told you. I love you.”

Bai Yinning turned quiet for a moment before he asked, “What would you do if you’re not allowed to do so?”

“Why can’t I love you?” asked Zhou Chunchun. She didn’t quite understand his question, but she thought that it was strange.

Bai Yinning patiently explained, “I meant, if, for some reason, you’re not allowed to love me, what would you do?”

Zhou Chunchun finally got what he was asking, so she deliberated for a while before answering, “I think I will be very sad if I am not allowed to love you, but I will work hard to fall out of love with you. Loving someone but not being able to be with that person… That is too painful. It’s better to work hard and forget all about you than to be in endless pain.”

Bai Yinning tilted his head up to look at her before he complimented, “They were wrong to say that you’re not intelligent. You are smarter than everyone else.”

Zhou Chunchun grinned, “You are the first person to say that I am smart.”

Bai Yinning reached out to hold her hand and asked, “Come here, Chunchun.”

Zhou Chunchun walked around and crouch down to face him. She placed her hands on his lap and tilted her head up to look into his eyes. She had a straight face on when she said, “Yinning, I want you to be happy. Tell me what I can do to make you happy.”

Bai Yinning had a bright smile on his face when he asked, “Am I not happy?”

“No, you’re not. Your lips are smiling, but your eyes are crying,” answered Zhou Chunchun as she stared into his eyes.

Bai Yinning turned quiet. He silently stared at her for a while before he pulled her into his arms. As he caressed her hair, he said, “Chunchun, I am living with so much pain now, and I don’t know what to do.”

“Will you try to love me? Just try to fall for me, okay?” said Zhou Chunchun as she looked up.

Bai Yinning was momentarily stunned. He lied, “I do love you.”

Zhou Chunchun shook her head and pointed out, “No, you don’t. Your eyes don’t glow when you see me. They only shine when they see Xinyan.”

Bai Yinning couldn’t refute that.

Zhou Chunchun placed his hand on her cheek and tilted her head to rest on his palm. She then promised, “I will work hard so that your eyes will shine for me too. You won’t be in so much pain if that happens.”

Bai Yinning couldn’t hold the false smile he had been wearing on his face anymore. It faltered, but his hand caressed her face and promised as well, “I will work hard, too.”

I will work hard to let go of the woman I should let go, and love the woman I should love.

“Let’s go home,” murmured Bai Yinning.