Stealing Your Heart (Lin Xinyan) novel Chapter 639

Stealing Your Heart Chapter 639

Lin Xinyan said nothing.

It was because she did not know how to tell him, or how to relate the message to him.

“Xinyan, if you have something to say, you can just tell me. The more you hesitate, the more unsettled I will be,” Su Zhan was fidgeting uncomfortably in his seat, getting more and more nervous by the second..

If it were going to be something good, Lin Xinyan would definitely not look so conflicted.

Therefore, there was only one answer. And it could only be something bad.

Lin Xinyan looked at him. “Everything that Ya does, she has her own reasons. You shouldn’t…”

As she was speaking, Su Zhan’s gaze wandered off and was staring out of the glass window. Following his gaze, Lin Xinyan saw the scene outside where Qin Ya was getting out of a car while holding onto Shao Yun’s arm.

Lin Xinyan sighed. She still acts like that, even though I have asked her not to.

“Xinyan.” Su Zhan’s gaze turned back towards her and bitterly said, “The thing you have a hard time trying to tell me… Is that she actually has found another lover?”

Lin Xinyan tried to console him, “Please calm down.”

Su Zhan smiled bitterly and leaned back on his chair, “So she found herself an old man to spitefully show off to me?”

“I’m not trying to rub salt on your wound. I just don’t want you to cling unto me and pester me anymore,” a testy reply suddenly came out from nowhere.

While Su Zhan was talking, Qin Ya and Shao Yun had walked in together and overheard him, thus resulting in the interjection.

Su Zhan stared at her for two seconds before suddenly getting up and grabbing her wrist, “I have something to tell you.”

“If you have anything to say, you can just say it here.” Qin Ya tried to free her hand.

Su Zhan’s eyes were bloodshot red, and despite her struggle, he managed to pull her away stubbornly.

Struggling with all her might, Qin Ya could not break free of Su Zhan’s iron grip. After all, the strength of a man was way beyond a woman’s. Thus she was led, albeit dragged, all the way to the street outside the restaurant.

“Su Zhan, let go of me this instant!” Qin Ya raised her voice, tinged with a faint sign of anger.

Su Zhan pushed her against the wall in the alley. “Speak now! What are you trying to do?” he demanded.

“Just like what you saw earlier,” Qin Ya replied, staring back at him indignantly.

It was like she was stating the truth blatantly.

Su Zhen narrowed his eyes and questioned, “With that old man?”

“Methinks someone who is older is much better than you. Isn’t there a saying that goes ‘an older person knows how to care for others better’? He definitely knows how to care for me a lot better than you do,” Q in Ya gritted her teeth as she uttered these hurtful words.

Su Zhan’s face was burning red as if it were burnt by fire.

Rubbing her reddened wrist, she continued berating, “He can give me the sense of security that I long for, and he cares for me. Apart from our age difference, there is no other issue. Besides, age doesn’t matter in the face of true love. Love will conquer all!”

Ignoring Su Zhan’s furious face, she continued, “What I regret the most is that I am not able to give him my undefiled virginity. In fact, he does not mind nor despises me for that, something which I am really grateful for…”

All of a sudden, he grabbed her neck and pressed her against the wall once more.

Growling at her, he spat out, “You are lying to me!”

Qin Ya was unrelenting. “If you don’t believe me, I can call him out now and kiss him in front of you. Or if you want to witness a more passionate scene, I can prove it to you…”

Staring at her stubbornness, Su Zhan could not hold onto his fury any longer. His red eyes moistened and formed a thin layer of water right beneath his bottom eyelids. He could only murmur in a hoarse voice, “Qin Ya, if you continue to be like this, our relationship is really over.”

“You and I… we’re over. I’m done with you a long time ago. It’s just that you didn’t see it,” she bluntly retorted, as her hands, hanging by her side were tightly clenched into fists.

Her nails were digging into the flesh of her palms. Reasoning within her mind, she assured herself that this was for the best. The pain can keep me awake and keep me calm.

“I, Qin Ya, am not turning back nor reminiscing the past. It’s impossible for you and I to rekindle our relationship. Not ever!” Knowing that she was hurting Su Zhan even while making this vow, she could also feel her heart stabbed by a knife too.

“Good. Good. Very good. Very well-spoken,” Su Zhan retracted his hands reluctantly. Every time he muttered the word “good”, he reminded himself in his heart to call it quits. Just give up and let go. Sensing warm water flowing out of his eyes, he quickly turned his head away, not wanting Qin Ya to see his tears.

With his back facing Qin Ya, he solemnly said, “I won’t pester you again in the future. You and I… this is the end of us!” Right after uttering those teary words, he hurriedly walked away.

Left behind, Qin Ya slumped against the wall and did not move. Staring at his back and watching him leave, she felt inexplicably numb. She felt as if a large swath of cotton was stuck in her throat, making it hard for her to breathe. She could only force herself to draw in the air with her open mouth as tears streamed down her face without restraint.

Su Zhan did not leave the place but instead went back into the restaurant. He wanted to prove to Qin Ya that his feelings for her were dead, and he would no longer cause any more trouble for her.

Meanwhile, Shao Yun was complaining to Lin Xinyan, “I couldn’t help but to agree to her plan.”

She understood perfectly well that once Qin Ya had made up her mind, the latter would come up with all sorts of ways to definitely drag Shao Yun into helping her with her act.