Stealing Your Heart (Lin Xinyan) novel Chapter 81

Stealing Your Heart Chapter 81

“Let go of me.” Lin Xinyan’s eyes widened. She stopped the body that held her down using her hands.

“Let go?” Zong Jinghao emphasized the two words and thought it was ridiculous.

He was irritated that she wanted to make a clean break with him when she first came. She also merely believed her own son to be innocent and doubted him.

He was furious.

Lin Xinyan looked away and was afraid to look at him. She could feel the heat of his brawny body that was stronger than hers, as well as his familiar and heavy breaths that were so close to her. She closed her eyes and said, “My son is just five years old…”

He won’t be able to do something like this.

When she looked away, the blue veins on her long and slim neck could be clearly seen and were beating. Her rapid breathing due to nervousness sounded like some enticing musical notes. Zong Jinghao wanted to scare her at first, but the blood in his entire body seemed to be boiling after staring at her.

He lowered his head and put his lips close to her neck.

His lips were soft and slightly cold.

Panicked, Lin Xinyan pushed him with all her strength and said, “Let go of me, you shameless idiot!”

“Shameless? I’m embarrassed by your son. Why would I care anymore?” His head was still buried in her neck while he murmured.

He loved her smell which was familiar and addictive to him.

He almost couldn’t resist merging his body with hers now.

“Are you a witch? If not, why am I not myself when I’m around you?

Lin Xinyan didn’t utter a word. Tears streamed down her face slowly and dropped on her hair near her ears.

Felt that she was sobbing; Zong Jinghao looked up straight at her face and said, “Did you just feel aggrieved from my kiss?”

Her eyelashes twitched slightly and eyes opened slowly. Tears could still be seen in her eyes. She asked in a rough voice, “Do you think I’m a woman who will casually sleep with another man?”

Zong Jinghao was stunned and replied, “… No.”

“Yes you do, and you’ve never respect me.” She continued as tears that she was holding back streamed down her face, “You think that I slept with another man when I was eighteen and got pregnant, and so I’m a lascivious and unchaste woman. I’m not. I’m not the kind of woman you think I am, and I simply had no choice.”

Zong Jinghao unknowingly panicked and quickly wiped her tears away. He admitted to himself that he did think of her that way.

Lin Xinyan turned away and didn’t want him to touch her.

His hands stopped at her ears, gently tucked her hair behind her ears, and said, “I won’t mention your past, and you’ll forget it as well.”

“What do you want?” Lin Xinyan was holding back her emotions.

“Like I said, You will be who you used to be again…”

“What about my kids? Are you prepared to be their stepfather?” Lin Xinyan interrupted him.

She knew that Zong Jinghao was a man of pride.

Accepting her even though she’s not a virgin was already his limit.

He could never accept her kids.

“Can such a proud man like you accept that the kids of another person call you dad? Can you raise them for another person? You just can’t…”

“Stop it!” He stood up suddenly.

Yes, Zong Jinghao just wished that Lin Xinyan could return to him, but never thought about any arrangement for her children.

Lin Xinyan was right. It was already his limit to accept Lin Xinyan who’s not a virgin.

He never thought about becoming a stepfather to raise the children for another person. And he can’t do it!

Lin Xinyan stood up and tidied up her messy clothes. She looked up at the man who turned his back on her and said, “We, shall divorce, and go back to where were. These are the right things that we should do.”

“How do you know which is correct?” He said gloomily, clearly in a bad mood.

Lin Xinyan stood up and said, “I don’t know. But I do know about my own feelings, that I don’t love you. And since you can’t accept my children, ending our relationship would be the best option.”

Some of the words that she said just now were ringing in Zong Jinghao’s ears. I do know about my own feelings, that I don’t love you.

I don’t love you. Ha. I don’t love you.

He turned around, grabbed her by her collar and said, “Say it one more time?”

It hurts. Her neck hurts.