chapter 1642
Sebastian was speechless. There was a long silence. Sebastian and Holden had only met twice in total. Holden had fled the first time they met. Later on, Sebastian only saw in without being uncertain or from afar. They did not even have a word. At that moment, Sebastian truly did not know what to say.
“Say...something! Why aren’t you saying anything? Say something! You son of a b* tch!” Holden cursed hysterically and angrily. “ I know you’re a vicious and cruel man. In South City, you’re simply a domineering and insistent man. I know you have a bad temper and you can crush me to death easily by stomping your foot. Come on then, come and crush me! Crush me to death!”
Sebastian still did not say anything.
“Say something! You son of a b*tch!” When he cursed that, Holden clearly did not think with his mind that both of them have the same parents.
Sebastian finally spoke faintly in a tone so calm as if he was reciting poetry late at night. “ Go on, I’m listening.”
“You’re a coward! A chicken! You’ve clearly received the benefits but you're still playing it cool, haven’t you? Does she love you very much? She has loved you very much since young! For your sake, she had endured all the hardships being in the Ford family, right? For you, she did not get any status in her life, right? For you, she lived in exile abroad and raised you alone, didn’t she? why do you have so much happiness? You can have her love, but what about me? I have nothing,” Holden said.
When he said that, Holden gulped down several mouthfuls of hard liquor by himself. He drank so much that the alcohol spilled out of his mouth and his speech was slurred when he spoke. “Do you know what kind of life I have lived? They don’t love me! I was well-fed with food and drinks every day and had a maid to take care of me, but I didn't get to see my parents!”
Holden wiped his mouth. “My mother would cry every time she saw me and she would scold me if she saw me again! I have never understood what was the reason growing up. I was more handsome and well-built than my three elder brothers, and I was more hardworking than them. Why does my mother still dislike me? I had asked my father, why did he not care about me and leave me to fend for myself? My father would just sigh, look at me with a hateful gaze and leave! Ever since my childhood, for the sake of gaining their love, I have been working hard on my studies and have always gotten first place! I had gotten into the best high school on star Island just to prove to them how excellent I was, so why didn’t they like me? But they still ignored me.”
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