Chapter 2300
When Sabrina heard Gloria saying that, she could not help but ask her mother, "Mom, didn't you say that you don't hate Old...him that much anymore?"
The person that Sabrina talked about was, of course, old Master Shaw. In fact, she also did not hate Old Master Shaw anymore. There were plenty of reasons for her to not hate him. It was because of old Master Shaw's own repentance and also because of Marcus. There was also the way Old Master Shaw treated Yvonne. In addition, Old Master Shaw was already getting older and older. He was already a 90-year-old man, how long more could he live? Besides, the biggest reason was that Sabrina did not want to bury the hatred in her heart. No matter who it was, whether it was Lincoln or Old Master Shaw, Sabrina did not want to hate them anymore because hatred would only harm her own body and mind. Why should she harm herself with the mistakes that others made?
As she aged, Sabrina had long started the process of elimination. She would never take people that had nothing to do with her and people whom she would never care about in her life to her heart. Old Master Shaw was an example of those people. Sabrina no longer hated Old Master Shaw, but she also would never care about this old man anymore, she would never care about him until the day she died. That was because, in the past, Old Master Shaw had never given her any love in her life, all that he had given her was harm. Even if Sabrina no longer hated him, she also would not give this old man care, tolerance, and love. She was not that forgiving. Therefore, at that moment, Old Master Shaw was just like a stranger to Sabrina. There was no love and also no hate there.
As for her mother, Sabrina had asked her repeatedly, and her mother had also expressed that she held the same attitude toward her own biological father as Sabrina. Gloria did not hate her biological father as well, but she also did not love him. she truly would never love her father from the bottom of her heart because when she needed her father the most from her childhood to her teenage years, her father had never given her any warmth. Things that had happened were already in the past and she would never be able to get her childhood back. Therefore, it was impossible for Gloria to act as if nothing had happened. However, she also truly did not hate her father anymore, she had stopped hating him a long time ago.
In the past, when Old Master Shaw came to her house to secretly look at her, Gloria would get angry. Later on, she was no longer angry about it. She would even occasionally tell Old Master Shaw, " It's getting very late. You should just go home. If you keep standing here, you will increase my sense of guilt. Do you think that would be appropriate?"
Old Master Shaw then asked excitedly, "Gloria, are you...concerned about me?"
Gloria smiled in relief. "Think of it how you will as long as you feel happy about it, but please don't let me have any more psychological burden, alright?"
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