Still Wanna Escape After Stealing My Heart (Sebastian) novel Chapter 2487

Chapter 2487

’Because I have never suffered in my life. However, I believe it now.' 'Not only have I not suffered in the thirty years of my life, but I've tasted too much sweetness. Ever since my childhood, I've always been the apple of my parents, my uncle and aunt, and also my cousin's eye.'

‘My parents, uncle, and aunt would buy me exquisite birthday gifts every year. Later, after my cousin grew up and started working, he would buy me birthday gifts as well.'

'It was smooth sailing for my college days as well. Later on, I started working, and everything was smooth in my job as well. I've never even had any obstacles.'

'Sabrina, do you know why I liked you so much the first time I laid eyes on you and then decided to be friends with you?'

'That's because when I first met you, I was particularly attracted to that melancholic temperament you had on you. It was because I had never suffered in my life before. Your melancholic temperament made me feel that it was a kind of beauty that was stunning.'

'There were many times where I particularly wanted to be a person like you. However, I never had such good training, and I could never become a person like you, so I could only be friends with you. I

'However, at this moment, I finally understood that any kind of melancholic beauty comes with a price. Also, this price is incredibly heavy. It's so heavy that it makes you unable to let out a smile. All you feel deep down is just endless pain and sorrow. Only then could you exude that kind of melancholic beauty.'

'It turns out that the beauty of melancholy is only for people on the outside. The pain that the person who exudes the beauty of melancholy had to endure is something that people on the outside could never feel.'

'Sabrina, I've never felt that kind of pain until I am thirty. I don't want that kind of melancholic beauty anymore. I want my life to keep being sweet. I really can't take all these blows that suddenly came one after another. You can say that I am a coward. It doesn't matter whatever you say about me.'

'I can endure the matters regarding my parents back then. I can endure the unfair treatment that the entire Shaw family has given me. I can even be like you and endure all hardships. It doesn't matter to me if my life is poorer.'

'However, Sabrina, I really, truly, absolutely, can't endure Marcus betraying me.'

'He showed me how brutal he was to me. I can't accept that. Maybe I am born weak and am a person who can't suffer a single blow. I don't have a mind as strong as yours to endure the repeated storm and remain standing. I can't do it. Sabrina, I can't do it.¹

'I never want to endure that kind of melancholic beauty that is traded with painful and sorrowful blows that make life a living hell anymore. I don't ever want it anymore.'

'If time can stop at this moment, I would be thankful to God. Therefore, Sabrina, I have chosen to escape.'

'Where I am alive or dead, it doesn't matter anymore. I just want to escape. Don’t look for me anymore. You'll never be able to find me. As for my parents, my cousin will certainly take good care of them forme.'

'I'm leaving, Sabrina. Thank you for all the love you have given me for so many years. See you no more...'

After reading the letter, Sabrina's tears gushed down her cheeks.