Patrick reopened the cardoor.
I got in the car with him.
In the whole rear side of the car, there lay a long sofa with a corner. I looked around and chose to sit at the end.
Patrick sat next to me.
Sitting about half a meter from me, he looked at me and said seriously, "If it is me who cheated on the maid, will you mind?"
"Yes."
I blurted out such an answer in my mind.
The reason why I didn't oppose Shelton doing so was that I neither cared about him nor liked him. Feeling a little unhappy in my heart, I didn't feel jealous at all.
"You will, right?" Patrick answered on my behalf.
I looked down, hesitated for a moment, and nodded. Even so, I said to Patrick, "Because I will mind your cheating, so I think I am in the best state now."
"What do you mean?"
"The current me is sensible, decent, and generous.
I can relate to why Shelton is doing so well. I am a perfect Mrs. Shelton."
I said calmly.
Patrick seemed to understand what I meant, saying, "You are a perfect Mrs. Shelton. But you don't have a perfect marriage. If you don't have a man who loves you, what's the point of getting married?"
"Many people get married without loving each other now, aren't they?" I looked at Patrick, "When I was with you, I got jealous, suspicious, and worried because of your late return. And I suffered because of the close relationship between you and Kelsi. But now, I have nothing."
Regarding what Shelton did, I wasn't moved in the slightest in my heart.
The only thing on my mind was how to protect Glenn.
As long as Glenn was fine, other things wouldn't matter to me.
Patrick suddenly came close to me and pressed down on me. I unconsciously leaned back, only to find that nothing was behind me.
The closer Patrick's good-looking face was to me, the faster my heart skipped.
He suddenly reached out and held my waist in his arms. With his good- looking face a few centimeters away from me, he said word by word, "So, don't you long for being with me? Every night you are at home, I will fill you up and satisfy you with the most primitive desires. Don't you long for it?"
His words made my face slightly blush. I shook my head and said, "No, I don't want to."
In fact, I did!
I wasn't someone of loose morals. However, when Patrick approached me with his face right in front of me and touched my body, every cell in my body began to yell.
I usually had no interest in making love. However, t in front of him, I would always be aroused.
There was always a feeling in my heart that was pushing me. There was a voice in my mind, shouting, "Come closer, get closer. I want to get closest to you."
However, Patrick approached me, pressed his thin lips against my ear, exhaled a hot breath, saying, "But, I want to."
"Whenever I see you, I keep thinking about pressing you under my body and satisfy you. I long for you to wrap your legs on my waist and tell me shyly that you want me." "In front of you, I pretended to be rational and calm. What I want is to kiss you and your whole body so that every inch of your skin will belong to me. I will make you look at me only. I will be the only man in your heart. I will let you..."
"That's enough! Stop it!"
I, who couldn't stand it anymore, interrupted Patrick decisively.
Before I could realize it, unexpectedly, I got aroused by his words and had a feeling coming.
And his words gave me a profound sense of resonance.
And when I saw Patrick and showed my aversion to him, I had the same feeling as him.
I was afraid that I would lose control. I was afraid that I, who had been trying so hard to be rational in my mind, would break down out of carelessness. I was afraid that I would hug him and beg him to love me...
Patrick teased me restlessly with his fingers, "What's wrong? Did you feel something? In fact, I feel the same as you." As he spoke, he began to unbutton my shirt. Pressing his thin lips against my neck, he said briefly, "I want you."
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