Substitute Her to Love You (Charlotte and Patrick) novel Chapter 4

I went to the door with difficulty, opened the door, and lay on the big bed where I had been sleeping for three years.

I fell asleep in a daze...-

I had a dream. In my dream, I went back to the time when I had seen Patrick for the first time 12 years ago. At that time, I was only 10 years old. And I went to have fun at a construction site nearby the orphanage which hadn't been completely furnished yet.

It was in winter back then when there was nobody on the construction site.

I met Patrick there, who was wounded and dying. Although I had been calling him for a long time, he didn't respond at all. Originally, thinking that he was dead, I was about to go back to turn to the teacher in the orphanage, only to hear a weak voice behind me, "Save me."

At that time, I, who was thin and weak, pushed him out of the construction site with a tricycle for carrying cement and took him to the nearest hospital.

Because I didn't have enough money, the staff in the hospital refused to save him. So I knelt

down and kowtowed to them.

In the end, only after a young doctor called the Vice Director over did they agreed to push him to the operating room.

And I was waiting outside.

Later, he woke up and asked my name, saying that he remembered my name and would come to me in the future.

But there was a great gap between dream and reality.

It turned out that Patrick woke up later and I, who was not allowed to enter the ward, could only look at him from a distance. Not long after, a group of men in black suits came and transferred him to another hospital.

As the bed where he was passed by me, he saw me. He curled up his beautiful lips, smiled at me, and gently grabbed the tipping of my clothes.

That was our last meeting.

But his smile was imprinted in my heart. Even after 12 years, it still remained fresh in my mind.

By the time I woke up, tears had soaked the pillow towel.

It was already pitch dark outside the window.

I was thirsty as well as hungry. And I, who wasn't as physically painful as I used to be, wanted to go to the kitchen to have a glass of water.