My body tensed up, and I closed my eyes tightly, looking as if I was ready to die.
"It's just sex." I consoled myself.
After all, I couldn't escape from this. Maybe he didn't have a deep obsession with me. It was just that though we had been together for such a long time before, we even hadn't had sex. I supposed he must felt unreconciled.
It would be fine.
As long as Glenn could be cured, I would be fine.
As for Patrick, he was good at adjust himself. Perhaps he could still be fine without me.
I closed my eyes and let my imagination run wild.
But I suddenly realized that his hand had already stopped and had not taken any next action.
"What's going on?"
Did he find his conscience, or...
When I closed my eyes and made a wild guess, I heard he said. "You do it."
"What?"
I was stunned and opened my eyes.
I saw he kneel on top of me, with his hands on his belt. He pressed a buckle. I heard a slight sound and the tight belt loosed.
With a light tug, his entire belt was opened, and his pants were loosened as well.
Hanging on to him reluctantly.
Shelton looked down at me with a faint smile. "Next, on your own."
I could see that he barely got hard, which showed that he had no interest in me at all.
I couldn't help but thought of Patrick.
Once Patrick told me that every time he saw me, he only wanted to make out with me. All his sanity was fake.
But Shelton didn't have any reaction to me. Wasn't it enough to show that he has no feelings for me?
I stared at there and said, "Even now you don't have any reaction, doesn't it mean that you don't want me? Why do you force yourself?"
"I'm not forcing myself." He looked at me and said gently, "I guess that Patrick has never enjoyed this."
I knew that he meant that he wanted me to do it.
In fact, Patrick and I had done it.
But I wouldn't tell Shelton.
I looked down. "That's right, Dr. Shelton must have slept with so many women. Of course it's not a loss for you to sleep with me."
"No, you are different from them. You are unique."
Shelton maintained that posture and did not move.
I looked up at Shelton, who was sitting on me. "Now Glenn has a fever again, but I can't be pregnant right away. And I am getting older, my body function is not as good as when I was young. Maybe I can't get pregnant for a few years."
This matter had to be discussed in advance.
I couldn't sleep with Shelton just like this, and got nothing in the end.
Hearing this, Shelton slightly nodded and thought for a moment and said, "This medicine can only be taken for 4 times at most, and then Glenn will develop resistance to it. If you are not pregnant at that time, then you have to consider marrying me."
4 times, which was two months.
Glenn had already taken it once, and there were three times left. It meant only one and a half months left.
For pregnancy, it was often the case that if you wanted to have a baby, you might not be pregnant for a long time, but if you didn't want to be pregnant, it would just come to you.
I thought for a while, then looked up and asked Shelton, "So, you can promise me that if I am pregnant or get married to you, the medicine you give will surely kill the virus in Glenn's body, right?"
"Of course." Shelton said with a faint smile, "I don't dare to guarantee anything else, but I am very sure about this."
"Good."
"Glenn will be fine, that's good." I thought.
I sat up and took his thing out.
He knew that I was going to do it, so he said, "Do it with your mouth."
Well, I got it.
I bit my lips hard, and I was extremely resistant in my heart. Before I could do it, I had a feeling of vomiting.
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