Chapter 1263 What Kind of Boyfriend Was He?
With such a bloody grudge between them, Jewel could not resist the urge to murder Blood Rose. At this thought, Olivia turned to her and said, “Do not speak as though I’m an outsider. I do as I please. How was any of that your fault? I know you are eager to get your revenge, but we are in no rush to kill her. Allow her a few days of independence while we carefully plan our next move. We’ll surely help you get your revenge.”
After hearing this, Jewel sniffled and nodded fervently. “Okay.” The only feelings that had been going through her head up until this point were guilt, remorse, and regret. Why do I always act without thinking things through? I didn’t mind dying to exact my vengeance, but that didn’t mean I had to drag Olivia into this mess. I should have known she’d be so foolish as to follow me.
Suddenly, Alex came to his senses and realized he had dwelled solely on his emotions, concerns, and anxieties. Shoot! Jewel’s perspective had never crossed my mind from the moment I walked into the room. She must be experiencing overwhelming feelings of guilt and responsibility that these people were hurt because of her. Instead of soothing her, reassuring her, or backing her up, my voice has been very accusatory, even if it was out of fear. What kind of boyfriend am I?
At this realization, he drew her closer into his embrace and said soothingly, “I’m so sorry, Jewel. I wasn’t blaming you for anything. I am only worried. You rushed into the fray without a single moment of hesitation. What if something had happened to you? What should I do then?”
However, Jewel reflexively licked her lips as she looked up at him, speechless. I must admit that I did not spare him a single thought or a second of my time during that dangerous conflict. Nevertheless, my only regret is that I got Olivia involved because if anything were to happen to her, Eugene and their children would be drowning in agony. Never in a million years did I give any thought to Alex’s future if something happened to me. Perhaps, because I still don’t feel like I belong to him. Though I know my love for him would not be as blessed as the love between Eugene and Olivia. Our relationship is not anchored to anything; it could end anytime. Despite my undying affection for him, I cannot bring myself to give myself entirely to this love. Therefore, I do not have the nerve to openly claim that I am his. Since I have nothing to live for anymore, I can say without hesitation that I am not afraid of dying.
As Alex’s burning gaze bore into her, she felt surprisingly guilty and could see the concern and misery in his eyes. It took a while before she found her voice again. “I won’t do it again.”
Meanwhile, they had just finished settling into the room when the police finally arrived.
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