Chapter 301 l will be there to do that dirty work for you
He had just killed a human, the realization stuck in.
He didn't feel anything before, however, now that he was alone, he finally realized what he had done.
To be honest, he still didn't feel anything much however, as he glanced at the two bodies in front of him, his heart started beating quickly.
His movements paused.
Looking at those motionless bodies and the eerie silence that had enshrouded the whole area, Nux felt something strange.
He couldn't point out what it was, however, he knew something was different.
Nux then closed his eyes and started breathing calmly.
This was something Thyra had told him to do when she was suggesting different ways to get over his first kill.
The best way is to accept it.
However, it was not as easy as it sounded.
Sometimes, people won't even realize that they haven't accepted it yet.
The same was happening with Nux right now, he might feel nothing was happening, however, deep inside, something still bothered him.
For someone like him, the best way is to try and forget about everything for a time being.
And he can't use anyone's help for that, he had to do it on his own.
Nux then sat crosslegged and started meditating.
15 minutes later, he opened his eyes.
He didn't look at the bodies, he just continued digging and once the hole was big enough, he kicked the two bodies inside it and started refilling the hole.
Then, he returned.
Thyra noticed that he looked a little lost.
She understood.
Nux would be able to hold on if someone, or more specifically, one of his women is beside him, however, the same can't be said for when he is alone.
Once he is alone, he would start thinking about all of this and wouldn't be able to sleep at night.
This was a problem.
However, he was still doing a lot better than she thought.
"Alright, this would be enough for today,"
"Hmm?"
Nux frowned.
"That's it?"
"Well, the training isn't over, the real training starts after you have killed the person, your brain has registered it, however, your heart hasn't.
You have to stay alone for a while, introspect and then finally get used to this new, strange feeling.
Of course, this wasn't something that can be done in days, you need some more time.
However, I feel that you will be able to do it faster than normal.
You are different from others, after all."
Thyra smiled.
Nux nodded and the two of them returned to their tent.
There, Thyra and Nux slept in different tents, Nux didn't sleep, he just closed his eyes and thought about what had happened.
He still felt that he hasn't done something wrong, therefore, he didn't feel any guilt.
Then what was this strange feeling?
He didn't know.
And he didn't know if he could ever understand what it is.
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