359-His Big Cucumber
The air became so hard to breathe inside the car that I kept staring at my face. I rolled out of the car without saying a word, and he followed me soon after. I was taking deep and steady breaths to calm down.
"Get inside the car. I don't want drama here," he commanded while approaching me. Before he could even lay a finger on me to drag me back to the car, I raised my hand to brush him with a hard breeze. It wasn't as hard as one would accept, just enough to tell him that I don't want him to come any closer to me.
"Seriously?" he shouted, running a hand through his hair and getting angrier at me.
"What is going on with you? Why are you acting like my powers are a burden to you?" I finally raised my voice after I felt like it was the right time to have this conversation with him.
"I am not the one who is acting all bossy and arrogant all the time," he shouted back at me this time. I felt my heart rip open when he talked about me in that tone.
"When did I ever do that? Just because I am able to take care of myself now, do you think I'm arrogant?" I could feel the tears forcing themselves into the conversation, but I kept sniffing them back.
"You don't even listen to what I have to say. You do whatever pleases you. I'm an Alpha, Enya. I don't like being told off. But you do it to me all the time. You don't fucking care at all," he screamed even louder, approaching me as if he was going to push me. But he didn't touch me.
"So, you have a problem with my powers?" I sighed, calming down a little because I was too hurt to speak.
"I do have a problem with these cursed powers. The powers you got from your mother. Tell me, how can you use these powers to save anyone when your mother has used them just to hurt others?" He grunted when he was yelling and getting mad at me for achieving my mom's powers.
"But how is it my fault? I'm trying to use the powers to save my mates." I finally let out a cry when he kept making it seem like I was the one who caused them so much pain.
"No! You are too proud of having those powers. Every time somebody pisses you off, you use your powers to shut them up," he screamed. He hadn't lowered his voice this whole time.
"Don't you do that with your powerful wolf, too?" I asked, and his stare deepened in my eyes.
"My wolf didn't ruin someone’s childhood. My wolf isn't the one who caged me in the basement of my mansion. My wolf didn't torture me, but your mom did," As he screamed at the top of his lungs, my jaw met the floor.
He was breathing profusely and staring at my face after he blurted it out.
"My mom was the reason your father— was able to con-trol you?" I sniffled, feeling a striking pain run through my body.
"She ruined everybody, Enya." He said, breaking down in his hands.
"I'm so sorry. I had no idea,” I whispered. It would still not be enough if I said I felt like I was being punished and given a mission to help these alphas my mother tortured.
"We should head back now," he sighed, looking much calmer now. His muscles were relaxed, too.
All the stress seemed to have run over to me now. I felt yet again responsible for another alpha messed up childhood.
He walked before me and sat in the car while it took me some minutes to think about everything and then join him.
The rest of the car ride was completely silent. I mean, what could I possibly say to him? He had every right to be mad at the magic I so proudly used and at the Moon Goddess for giving him me as a mate.
When the academy arrived, he didn't get off, so I turned around to question him.
"You are not coming inside?" I was staring at him, while his eyes were fixated on the empty road ahead of him.
"No! I will take a brief drive alone and then come back. Do you think you will be fine?" He asked, but didn't display any emotions.
"Yeah!" I nodded absently and stepped back. He drove away right before my eyes, and I couldn't even do anything to help him calm down. Soon I made my way to the room, and upon entrance, I realized the night wasn't over yet.
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