Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee novel Chapter 402

402-Thirsty Pussy.

"So, Maynard! How long do you plan to stay in my pack?" Lazio asked, breaking the attention of the girls, who were giggling and laughing together.

"Maybe a few weeks. I hope I don't become a burden on you guys," Maynard whispered, sneaking a glance at me.

"Enya!" Christina cleared her throat, turning to me. "How about we girls plan something together when the boys are working?" She invited me, and it really surprised me. I didn't think she would even want me to tag along. Christina and Valerie seemed very close, almost as if they had known each other since they were kids.

"Sure," I nodded faintly.

It was then that I noticed Valerie sneakily pointing at my nails, and Christina covered her mouth to laugh. I had stopped taking care of my hands because of the chores I do at home. Their sneaky laughs made me hide my hands.

"If you guys are staying here, we can plan picnics too." Valerie clapped her hands when suggesting a picnic. I assumed I was invited to that as well.

They kept talking and making plans and not once did Lazio ask me why I hadn't even touched my food. Tears were forcing to leave my eyes, but it would be so awkward if I started crying in front of them. So I kept blinking and taking deep breaths.

Then I gently placed my finger on the back of my other hand and scratched an alphabet on my skin.

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If he were here and I had raised my head, I would have found him looking at me with his whole heart. I used to be the center of his attention. No matter what we were doing, no matter what war we were in, I was his priority,' I groaned inside.

It was now impossible to not cry.

'Nia! Please tell me a joke-anything to cheer me up. I don't want to cry in front of these strangers,’ I begged her, but just like all these people, she ignored me.

"Excuse me." I instantly got up and grabbed my bag to leave. I didn't turn around and sped out of the restaurant, and when I finally turned around, I realized they didn't even notice I had left.

They were so busy cheering and watching something on Christina's cellphone that they missed me walking out on them. I stood outside the restaurant, watching them from the glass door, before I strolled away.

‘So! This is my life now,' I said, smiling through tears, walking on the empty road.