429-Poor Janet!
“Yes! Think about it. She single-handedly fooled us all. I don’t know what revenge she took from me, but I didn’t betray her. You sent me a video of you picking up a she-wolf. Did you expect me to beg you to come f*ck me and not her? Is this how an alpha mind thinks? If so, then I am sorry! We she- wolves would rather eat our own sh*t than beg someone to f*ck us when he is clearly just a cheating a*s wh*re!” I shouted with all my might.
Why was I so afraid of him over the years? So what if he is powerful now? If he can use his strength on me, then so be it.
“I don’t have a wolf, but that would not stop me from fighting for myself now. I don’t deserve all this torture.” My lips quivered.
“I knew about your kiss in the cabin with Maynard.” Lazlo raised his voice: “I knew it before the marriage too.” He clenched his fists.
“Wow! You punished me for that kiss instead of just rejecting me? You should have rejected me then. But of course, you wouldn’t let me live without you either. You love to be the in charge, Lazlo. And why would I even care about you anymore? You used that excuse to torture me as if I didn’t know that the minute l’lost my powers, I lost everyone!” I yelled. “I lost everyone and everything.”
“I was mad that you cheated on me with Maynard by kissing him,” he yelled again, trying to grab me by my arms, but I stepped back instantly, refusing to let him shake my body and leaving bruises on my arms.
“You only know how to control someone, you don’t know how to love.” I swiped the tear off my cheek and smiled with force
“When the curse was lifted, you should have been able to break free from the past and come ask me to explain myself to you. It was Maynard who kissed me that night, and Zander used it to force me to go on a date with him. But obviously, it doesn’t matter anymore,” I whispered tiredly.
“You should have told me this that time,” he yelled, punching the island and making my body tremble a little.
“Since when has communication been our best weapon? You never trusted me, and it scared me into sharing it with you. I was afraid you would question my love for you. I was afraid of losing you!” I let out a laugh and shook my head at my own st*pid mistakes. He stopped pacing around and stared at me.
“Back when I was at home and trying to save Maynard and Thiago from getting punished, I was given a chance to make things right. The things that Christina messed up by accusing Thiago. It wasn’t me who lied. She did. I took it on me so that I could save my friends. I was in that bedroom with Corbin when someone flashed before my eyes, and I told myself no! I will not let Corbin mark me or sleep with me. There is a mate of mine waiting for me. I changed my mind and fought to save myself for my mate. I came home just to be marked by that mate first. I was so happy when I realized I really loved that mate a lot and that finally things will be better between us,” I whispered everything in one breath, recalling the past and feeling like it has been ages that I was that girl who used to make decisions.
“That mate was you!” I said, closed my eyes and let the tears run down my cheek.
“I was the one who kissed her, and she pushed me back.” Maynard suddenly appeared from behind us and finally told the truth. “I didn’t know there was a whole mess regarding that night. I was the one who —wanted to be with her, but she kept refusing to accept me.” He was finally speaking the truth after so much damage had been done.
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