Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee novel Chapter 476

476-Not Having Sex Tonight.

"Enya! Please chill out,” Theo had said as he led me into the guestroom after Emelia’s words had rendered me speechless. I couldn't even stay there for a minute and face everyone.

No! You don't understand. It is unfair to everyone. How could my mother do this to you all?” I was crying in anger and frustration. Now that Emelia has told me the truth about my relationship with everyone, I feel disgusted with my mother even more.

"She didn't only ruin our lives with her curses; she decided to punish you some more by tying you all to me. That was her way of making sure you guys suffered even after she was gone.” I was walking back and forth in the room, feeling guilty.

Lazio and Maynard were standing in the corner, watching me. I always thought it wasn' t true, but now I can tell that my mother did cross all the boundaries when making others suffer.

"It is not suffering, though. It had always been a blessing to be your mate," Theo said, without carrying an ounce of hatred for anyone in his voice.

"You don't understand. She knew she had made terrible enemies. Those who would come after her daughter so in order to keep her daughter protected, she — she made you my guardian angels," I bit my tongue when talking about the mate bond.

How could she steal their chances of having a fated mate by creating a false mate bond?

"Did you two know?" I then turned to Maynard and Lazio, who were silently staring at us. The way they looked down made me realize why they did me dirty.

"Is it why you two—Oh Gosh!" it all made sense now. From Lazio changing the way he looks at me to Maynard turning his back on me in the past two years. It all made sense.

I didn't even know if I could be mad at them anymore. They have suffered their entire childhood like anything and now they were forced to take care of someone who wasn't even their mate, but their abuser's daughter.

You have been through enough stress already, Enya. Will you stop blaming yourself for everything?" Theo snapped at me after trying to calm me down for the last few minutes.

"I understand a lot happened in our childhoods, but you were not spared from any of it either. You lost your parents, and then you were put in a place where ugly people tortured you, day in, day out. From losing our baby to losing your wolf, you have endured a lot. None of this or that is yours or ours mistake. So let's finish accusing each other of that first and then deal with the issues.” His volume was so high that I was sure Emelia heard him just fine from outside the room.

"He is right. You were not at fault; we were. We shouldn't have held grudges in our hearts against you for something you didn't even do," Lazio sighed as he admitted making a mistake. However, they were still not getting my point.

It is normal to be angry with someone who is the child of your abuser and only put in your life to remind you that you are still caged to your abuser.