Chapter 13
I learned from my mistake. I wasn’t going to get my hopes up again. He did enough damage when I gave him a chance, so I wasn’t going to repeal my mistake. I was fine on my own. Five months had already passed. I could last for the remaining ones on my own.
Julian wasn’t the only man in my life who disappointed me. I was disappointed before by the man I once considered my father, and my ex boyfriend abandoned me when I needed him the most. Not only that, but he was also dating my stepsister whom he knew had made my life a living hell. I had been seeing their pictures all over the internet, but I couldn’t give a fuck. I thought I would care, but the pain Chester once caused me made me erase any traces of love I had for him in my heart.
I could feel his presence in my room the mamem he walked inside, I was just too tired to react. I felt him resting my body against his chest and how he kissed my head. I felt him stroking my hair and rubbing n land.
1 heard his phone call with Rose, but I was ermain
the worry
in his voice was attributed to my hallucinations. He couldn’t have been that worried. He had to care about me if he was that worried and Judian did not care about me, I wasn’t an idiot. I knew that he wanted to get rid of me. He probably felt obligated to help me out because I was his wife.
I walked downstairs after taking a shower and found him in the living room. He was getting the food out of the bags, so I walked over to help him.
OUL
“No, sit down. You shouldn’t be doing anything. He dopped me,
“I’m just a bit sick. I wasn’t in a fatal accident,” I smi
“A little bit? Your temperature was almost 106 degrees, and you consider this a little bit sick?” Oh.. Was I that feverish! “I was one step away from taking you to the hospital, but Mum told me to wait”
“Good, because I despise hospitals,” I mumbled, sining down on the couch,
“Well, we all hate hospitals, but why do you hate them that much?” he asked, giving me a spoon.
“Mum died there,” I whispered, not looking at him. Silence filled the room. I didn’t have anything to say to him, but when I lifted my eyes and they landed on him. I noticed how his face was full of curiosity. “What do you want to ask, Julian?”
“How old were you when you lost her?” he asked cautiously. Did he expect me to break down? Well, internally, I was bleeding, but I learned how to put on a mask a long time ago.
*Ten and Jeffrey married Maggie when I wasn’t even twelve. He took the from the place I called home and moved in to a new house because Maggic didn’t want to live in the same place as his late wil” I gave him more than what he had asked for
Again, silence took over, but I could tell that he wanted to say a lot of things.
Thank you for the food,” I mumbled, standing up. I wanted to stay in my room. Being around Julian was the healthiest thing to do.
“You barely ate, he commented
“I don’t think my stomach can take any more food but thank you. The food was amazing. I turned to walk away, but be called my name.
“Tim sorry” he apologized. Honestly, his apology was quite confusing. What was he apologizing for? Speaking out the truth?
“There’s nothing to apologize for, Julian. You shouldn’t apologize for expressing how you truly feel
“I shouldn’t have talked to you like that,” he insisted, but I shrugged.
“Let’s just forget it”
gave him a small smile before heading to my room.
When I thought about what he said, I realized that he didn’t say anything wrong. He spoke nothing but the truth. There was nothing between us and neither of us was supposed to fall for the other. He didn’t make love to me. He had sex with me. There was a huge difference, and he was honest from the very beginning. If I seemed eager to have any sort of relationship with him, it was my fault, not his. It was my fault when I let my guard down before him I had to keep my walls up high no matter what,
What the hell are you doing here looked up and saw an angry Julian at my desk. I glanced around and saw how everybody was looking at us. “Am I fired or something?” | frowned. Did I commit a terrible mistake!
“No” But you’re sick. You shouldn’t be here. You should be in bed, he said. Why was he acting like a caring husband now? Was that an act!
“I’m fine. I checked my temperature before coming and it was normal,” I said, but it seemed like he wasn’t having it.
“Go home, Emily,” he said, but I shook my head and looked back at the file I was revising, but he closed it, making me glare at him. “Go home,” he repeated slowly
12:37 PM cr
Chapter 13
“Quick question because I’m very confused. In which capacity are you talking to me! Husband or GEO?”
“Husband–It sounded more like a question,
“Great, then I don’t have to listen to you. I shrugged.
“Then CEO “he exclaimed, making the colleague next to me laugh. “Please, go home. You were basically dead yesterday.“.
I sighed and stared at him for a couple of seconds before standing up. I enflected the two files I was supposed to revise and reached for my bag.
“I will revise them at home.” I said, but he wasn’t fond of my answer as he took them from me. “They’re important for the report you requested. I must finish revising them today.”
He looked around and once he spotted my boss, he walked over to him, I looked down in embarrassment. Everybody was looking at us.
“Must be good to be married to the CEO Brimey commented with a smirk.
“Mrs. Kensington, you have already finished other people’s work before. I believe it won’t be a hassle if they help you out once. From what I’m sering, you’re still sick.” Of course, he’d side with my husband.
I didn’t do everything he said. I did go home, but I ended up cooking him a nice meal because I felt bad that he had to take care of me last night. I. took a long nap at first and the moment I woke up. I started preparing everything-
As I was cooking, my mind kept thinking about his actions today. Why did Julian Kensington have to be confusing! I didn’t know if he liked me or not. I didn’t know what he wanted from me. This past month had been nothing but a whirlwind of emotions. I preferred the version that used to ignore my existence. At least it didn’t cause me any trouble
“Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain, kiss me on the sidewalk, and take away the pain. Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile,” 1 sang loudly while using the spatula like a microphone. I jumped back upon twirling around and finding Julian watching me and his shoulders were shaking as he tried to suppress his laughter
“What are you doing here?” I asked, feeling the heat rising to my cheeks.
“I live here.” he said as a matter of fact.
*1 finished everything, so I thought I should just go home,” he said. “Now, if I remember correctly, I told you to go home and rest, not go home and cook.” He approached me and I gave him a cheeky smile
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