Dressed in my traditional hoodie and jeans, I groggily walked down the stairs towards the wonderful smells coming out of the kitchen. My legs and feet were still sore from my little trip through the woods, but the cuts the branches gave me had stopped stinging. I heard Mom rummaging around the kitchen, and I hesitated. She was really mad last night, like the maddest I'd ever seen her type of mad.
I told her I ditched school with a couple of friends because I wasn't feeling well and all we did was hang out by the river. So she grounded me for about eighty years after the nearly two-hour lecture about my future and how the choices I made today will form who I shall become.
I will admit, but in Mom's hearing range, after the first half-hour, I did kind of stop listening to her. Instead, I did the standard: yes mom, I'm sorry mom, I won't do it again. With careful repetition of those little beauties and listening for keywords, she never noticed I wasn't listening.
My stomach grumbled as I entered the kitchen carefully.
"Morning. Breakfast is on the table," Mom said. Her terse voice told me she was indeed still mad at me.
I cringed. "I'm sorry, Mom. I really am. I swear I never meant to make you worry."
She turned to face me, her lips pressed so tightly together, they were a good shade paler. "I know you didn't, Brook, but that's not the problem here. The problem is something's going on, and you're not talking to me."
The urge to tell her everything and I mean everything started to press against me. I even opened my mouth to say it but memories of those days after Dad died rushed to the forefront. With that, I closed my mouth and shook my head. "It's nothing mom. Everything is cool."
Mom sighed, her shoulders slumped, and she shook her head at me. "Baby girl, I have been your mother too long for not to notice something has been bothering you and has been for a long time. I can't help you if you don't let me in."
Guilt swelled in me, and I felt so horrible for keeping her out, but I didn't want to lose her like that again. "I'm fine. If there is something you can help with, I won't hesitate to ask you. I swear mom."
She shook her head again. "Alright Brook but remember I'm here. For anything."
When I finished breakfast, I head out. Surprise flashed through me when I saw Ryder waiting for me on the corner. "Hey Brook," he said, smiling down at me.
"Hey back." My stomach did that weird twisty thing, making me a bit nauseous. What was it about him that made my body act all weird? In all truth, it all still seemed so unreal. I had really expected to wake up this morning and find it had all been a dream or at least the parts with Ryder in it. "Should you really be walking with me? Mike won't-"
"I don't care about Mike. After what you told me yesterday my dad is going to try to convince the surrounding packs my uncle needs to be removed as alpha after what he and Mike have been doing to you and are threatening to do," he explained and stared at him for a moment.
"But I'm just a human. Why would any of your kind care about they do to me?"
"My uncle, Mike, and this pack, it's not how we are. I have no doubts the other packs will see what they've done for what it really is - barbaric and cruel. Those are two things an alpha should never be" We stopped by my locker, he leaned against the one next to mine, facing me. "There is something else I have to tell you Brook-" The bell rang, cutting him off. "I guess I'll have to tell you later." With a light laugh, Ryder leaned over to kiss my cheek.
My stomach fluttered as I watched him leave for class then realized I needed to get to class myself. I quickly opened the locker, shoving everything I didn't need inside and slammed it shut. I raced to Math, but as I turned the corner, someone grabbed me and shoved me into what I think was the janitor's closet. I turned and pressed back against the metal shelving when I saw Mike closing the door behind him. "Mike..." I breathed, fear slammed into me at the dark look his eyes. He must've seen the kiss Ryder given me. I was dead, so very, very dead.
"Missy, Missy, Missy," he said moving his head side to side slowly with a disapproving tone. "You of all people should know better than run around with Dean Williams."
Oh, God! Please help me...someone. A shudder of fear tore through me. "We were just...he didn't mean..." My mind ran blank, and I was unable to finish a sentence. He walked closer and the shelving bit into my back as I pressed against it. His fist hit me so hard and fast, I was doubled over before I'd even realized what happened. The air escaped my lungs, and as hard as I tried, I couldn't get the air to go back in.
Mike seemed satisfied as he watched me try to gasp for air and just when I thought I might pass out, I finally managed to take a deep breath. Grabbing my shoulder, he pulled me back up and into the shelving. "Stay away from him, Missy. Stay away, or I will really punish you, got it?" When I didn't answer Mike grabbed my shoulder and shoved me hard against the shelf. "I said got it?"
"Y-yes, I got it. I w-won't go n-near R-Dean again." God, I should've known.
"That's my girl," Mike said, patting my head like I was a pet or a child before he leaned into me, grabbing my face. "And don't let him kiss you again. If he kisses you, I'm going to rip out his spine and beat you bloody with it. Then I'll pay your mom a visit."
I gasped but nodded quickly. "I-I won't."
Mike grinned, apparently pleased with my compliance and leaned towards me until our foreheads touched. "I knew you wouldn't let him interfere." His hand brushed along my still throbbing stomach. I stiffened and the hairs on the back of my neck on end. This wasn't good. He was acting strangely. Mike never got this close to me before, and he never touched me like this either. I didn't like it, not at all.
"If you behave and do what I tell you, Missy, I'll protect you from my dad," he said, almost in a whisper. "I promise if you follow the rules the only one who will hurt you will be me."
If I thought I was scared before, it had nothing on right now. The need to escape slammed into me. "I'll behave," I said, my voice shaking. I'd do anything to get out of here right now. "If you protect my mom. I promise I'll stay away from Dean, and away from everyone. I'll follow our rules until I leave for college."
Mike's eyes snapped to look into mine, glowing now. I must have said something wrong, but I didn't understand I agreed with him. "Leave? You can't leave! You're mine. I need someone to hurt so I don't hurt my mom or Beth." He twisted one of my wrists as if to prove his point.
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