CHAPTER 42
Gavin
I couldn’t believe my luck when Quinn accepted my date proposal finally. I don’t know what got her to change her mind about us becoming more than just friends, but I will take it. I’m aware that her mind can change at any moment, and so I’m being as patient as I can with her. As much as I want to take her and claim her as mine, I know she is far from ready for that.
I’m not a good man like my cousin, Declan, but I’m trying to be better, for her. I don’t know what it is about this she-wolf, but she’s different from the rest, and I don’t mean because she’s an Alpha. No, I noticed it the first time I met her. I was drawn to her instantly.
She had been dead set on waiting for her mate at that time. Unfortunately for her, it’s been almost a year and still, she is mate less. I’m so glad that I stuck around and waited her out, because now, I have a chance with the gorgeous Alpha. Our wolves get along too, making it so much easier to be able to claim each other if the time comes.
My father has been hassling me for months now about closing the deal with the new Alpha, but what he doesn’t realize is that I’m not doing this for him. No, I care for the beautiful she-wolf, and I’m not going to use her just to please my father. If I have to wait until his death before I can claim my rightful title, so be it. I’ve never been one to go against the Alpha of our pack, and because of that, I’ve ostracized myself with certain family members.
Declan, for instance, he hates my guts because of the things I’ve done in the past. I’ve always looked up to my older cousin, and I still do. It hurts every time he ridicules me on anything I do, and so I fight back, not wanting him to know how much his hatred for me hurts. Had I known back then what I do now, I would have fought my father harder, at least I like to think I would.
When the situation between Declan and his now crazy Luna first happened, I said a few things that I didn’t really mean, but I was still trying to keep up the pretense of being an asshole. Now, I don’t want that pretense, I want to be accepted.
Back when I was still a young pup, just coming into myself, my father thought I should become a man. I wasn’t allowed to wait for my fated mate even if I wanted to, because it’s not what my father wanted. He wanted to see his son turning into a man, so when he brought me to the pack’s she-whore, who so happened to be in love with my father, he ordered her to bring her only daughter, into the room. The girl was a year older than me. My father then abused his title and used his Alpha command on the girl, ordering her to spread her legs for me.
Of course, being the tender age that I was, I was both nervous and excited. I couldn’t look the girl in her eyes, though. I didn’t want to see the tears streaming down her face as I stepped up to her spread thighs and placed my cock at her entrance.
I remember my father’s exact words at that point, “No sense in drawing it out, son. It’s going to cause her pain when you take her virginity either way, so just ram that little cock of yours right into that tight hole and then fuck her like a real man.” My stomach turns now as I think back to that moment, but the memory continues, “She’s going to follow in her mother’s footsteps anyway, and as the Alpha heir, it’s your right to be the one to take her maidenhead.”
I remember looking at my father at this point, “What about her mate, Alpha?”
My father had scoffed, “No mate in his right mind will want a whore as a mate. She’s going to take after her whore mother anyway, so if it isn’t you turning her into the whore that she is meant to be, then it will be someone else. Now, stop wasting my time and fuck the little bitch!”
The girl’s mother had tears in her eyes, but she didn’t do anything except hold her daughter’s hand. When I hesitated, my father slapped me upside the head, telling me that if I couldn’t fuck a simple whore then I’m not cut out to be an Alpha. Mouthing my apologies to the young she-wolf, I plunged myself into her pussy, and fucked her as hard as I could with my father urging me to go harder.
It hadn’t taken long for me to spill myself inside of her, but my cock hadn’t softened yet, and so I was instructed to keep fucking her until my cock couldn’t get hard any longer. We were there for three hours, and that poor she-wolf took everything I gave her. For a month after I had taken her virginity, my father brought me back to her every chance he had.
It was really starting to eat at me, the way she would lay there, silently crying as I fucked her over and over. Who could blame her, though? My father would sit and watch each time, until the day came that he thought I was man enough to come on my own. He had made a schedule, what for, I haven’t the slightest idea, but I was to go to the girl three times a week.
The first time I went to her on my own, I had decided before I had even gotten there, that I would not touch her, not unless she wanted me to. This went on for two weeks, where I would go visit her and we would just sit and talk. We slowly became friends, somewhat, but one day when I went to see her, she informed me that she was pregnant. I felt bad, but I knew that I was responsible for her condition, and so I would be man enough to accept it and take care of her and our pup.
Telling my father hadn’t gone over so well, and to this day, I wish I had never mentioned it to him, because that night, he took me to the girl’ s house, and had me fuck her one last time before he strangled her and then strangled her mother, making it all look as though they had a break in. Since he’s Alpha, nobody questioned him when he made the decision to burn their bodies and send them up to the Goddess right
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