The Billionaire Alpha’s Contract Lover by Caesar Erickson novel Chapter 1538

Chapter 1538
“Even though his disabilities and severe depression were caused by me, I won’t soften my heart and fall in love with him again. I only feel pity and guilt towards him. Even today, when I saw him, I treated him as a pack member and patient, without thinking too much about it…” Taya finished speaking in one breath, looking out at the moonlight through the gap in the curtains.
“I swear to Go d, I will never love anyone else in this lifetime except for you. If I do, let me die!” Her last words hit Griffon’s heart like a thunderbolt, causing his heart to tremble uncontrollably. It seemed as if he could see the tragic scene of her death, and he held her tightly in fear.
“Don’t say such things to scare me. You know, the thing I fear the most in my life is losing you.”
In his life, there was only Taya. It was because of her that he would become restless and anxious about Sila s’s condition.
Now she clearly expressed her feelings towards Silas, explaining when she stopped loving him and why. She even made such a poisonous vow. If he still didn’t trust her after this, then his love for her wasn’t deep enough.
“I’m sorry, I was being too sensitive.” She relieved the doubts that had lingered in his heart for years, dispelling his suspicions. Taya
not only gave him a tremendous sense of security, but also made
his lonely heart feel a sense of belonging.
“From now on, no matter how you take care of Silas, I won’t have
any wild thoughts anymore.” Hearing this, Taya remembered something she wanted to tell him.
“Now that we’ve opened up, I’m not afraid to talk more about Silas.” Feeling the man holding her nod, Taya began to speak.
“I wanted to tell you that Silas refused my offer to be with him, but when I pushed him to take a walk in the garden, I saw the flowers he planted. They were the ones I used to love when I was young. I realized that he was trapped in the past, unable to move on, which led to his depression getting worse.”
“So I treated him like a brother, breaking his attachment to the past. He should have understood my intentions and agreed. But I was afraid that I was too forceful and he wouldn’t be able to accept it at once, so I made a promise with him that we would go see the pear blossoms together next spring. When he agreed, there was a relieved smile in his eyes. I think he accepted it.” After telling Griffon about what happened in the garden, Taya looked up at the man holding her.
“He refused me, so I won’t take care of him anymore. I’ll only visit him occasionally, as a pack member.”