The Billionaires Mistress novel Chapter 9

Rivers POV

I honestly could not believe that I was about to do this. I signed off my virtue to a guy I barely knew, and that was not the best part, I had to get pregnant.

I knew this was a bad idea from the beginning and yet I went with it.

A knock at the door stole me from my train of thoughts.

I walked slowly to the door, my hands were jittering and my palms were sweating, immensely but I kept telling myself it would be worth it in the end when my brother is healthy and when my Mom is out of jail.

I opened the door slightly and Ethan walked in not bothering to acknowledge me.

Truthfully I was hurting on the inside.

He was treating me so coldly but for some reason, I couldn't be mad at him.

" I honestly do not know what type of game you're playing here but do not think, not for a second that I will leave my wife for a slut like you."He began to yell in a harsh tone, causing me to freeze in my tracks."Give me one good reason, why I should love you and if you think a baby will change the way I feel about you then you're wrong. I don't love you River. In fact, I never will." He said, with venom in each of his words.

I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces. I could not believe this is the picture he has of me.

"Love simply does not have reason love it is an indescribable feeling and I am not asking anything on your behalf, "I replied, matching the same tone as his.

Of course, deep down I knew it was all a lie.

"Ok. I'm glad we cleared that up."He replied, disregarding what he said a while back. As if he never hurt me.

A while later he leads me to the bedroom.

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I woke up, lying right next to him. I got off of the bed and every inch of my body was sore.

I never knew or understood why I even liked him in the first place. I despise his presence. He's so cruel there was no gentleness in him at all.

I walked into the shower and began to scrub my body, a part of me wished I can take it all back and another part of me hoped this was just a nightmare.

I continued to scrub roughly and every time the scrub touched my body I was thinking maybe it would go away. Once I finished I tried to keep balance with the shower board, as I wrapped a towel around me he was just standing there watching me. I felt mixed emotions rush over me as he took a step closer.

"Please no more. I can not take it." I cried, begging him.

He helped me dress then he picked me up bridal style and put me in a car ordering a guy to take me where I needed to go.

I did not want to see him because each time I would be reminded of this dreadful night. He hurt me emotionally and physically. Regret began to eat me up little by little.

Why did I have to do this?

Why did I have to give a married guy like him my virtue?

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Andrews POV

I was wandering around looking for that beautiful face. That innocent angel of mine River. I love her more than I love myself. She completes my puzzle. Without her I am nothing. Only if she returned those feelings, for me I would make her a princess.