"Why did you save me? Why did you want me to live so painfully in this world...?”
Miya, who is soaked all over, can't help but shed tears. It makes people's hearts ache to see her crying so terribly.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. But I can't watch you die. I can't just fold my hands and see you die." When Anson sees that Miya is shattered, he also feels sad.
If possible, he wants to share her pain.
Miya suppresses her sadness and chokes, "You're the one who caused me to be like this. If you hadn't done what you did to me last night, how could I want to kill myself...?"
"Now, I have become an errant woman. What reason do I have to live in this world?"
"Don't come to a conclusion so soon. Perhaps nothing happened between us last night. Because if that really happened, how could I not feel it?"
Anson desperately shakes Miya.
Hearing this, Miya seems see the sign of hope. She regains some rationality. "What did you just say?"
There is a trace of disbelief and a little expectation in her voice.
"What I just said is the truth. I say this not to comfort you. Because I really didn't feel anything last night and can't remember anything." In fact, Anson still remembers the feeling of kissing her clearly last night. Because it is a great feeling when he kissed her.
"Don't lie to me. You're just saying that to make me drag out an ignoble existence, and then change my mind to be with you, right? Let me tell you, that's impossible. Even if all the men in this world are dead, I won't be with you. Besides, I have had a beloved man. I am a married woman."
After Miya finishes her words feebly, she can't stand up. Since she is exhausted and weak, she almost falls down. Fortunately, Anson, who is beside her, supports her in time. But she pushes Anson away in disgust.
His touch only reminds her of the disgusting memory last night.
"I just want you not to appear in front of me again." Miya says in a firm tone. After saying this, she walks haltingly. However, Anson is somewhat unwilling to accept it. He still follows behind her all this time. He is worried about her and wants to tell her the truth.
Miya turns around and glances at him indifferently. Anson has thought that Miya will explode with rage. But Miya does not. Now, he is more determined to follow her.
After walking for a while, Miya cannot help but turn around again.
"How long do you want to follow me?"
"Sorry, I'm just a little worried about you. That's why I'm following you." Because he is really afraid that she will kill herself again.
"Why are you worried about me? I'm not related to you. We just meet by chance and have nothing to do with each other. Please never show up in my sight. Seeing you is a great torture to me. Stop torturing me, okay?"
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