Christian
I am pissed. I am so pissed right now.
Yesterday, I was shaking my head as I again smelt Mason, Bryan, Jacob and Dan again near my cabin after a long run along the border. For the past few days they have been following me, either of them was always following me. My wolf was annoyed at them but never willing to even acknowledge them. I ignored their presence again and went directly inside the cabin.
I was surprised to catch my Heaven, my mate standing there in flesh. It took my breath as her sweet vanilla with rose perfume hit my nose and I couldn’t take my eyes off her. She lost her balance as she saw me and fell on the hard wooden floor of the cabin.
“Ouch..”
“Heaven.” I held her up straight against me. ”Easy… Easy” I checked her if she had hurt her but she was fine. Touching her body sends strange tingles to me, it always had but does she get those tingles too? I always wondered if she felt the same pull towards each other and had the same feelings as me. In a couple with both supernatural creatures, the feelings, attraction, lust, love and bond is the same but she is not like me.
“How come you are here?” She moved a step forward to touch me but I took my steps back. I can’t keep touching her and not do anything. My wolf is driving me mad to mark her and mate with her right now. “What are you doing here?” It was taking all my strength to stay one foot away from her, especially when she is looking tempting to make me throw her on the bed and be rough with her all night.
“Chris, I am sorry.”
“Sorry for what?” I need her to leave. Tonight is the full moon. I controlled my emotions, my wolf all this time with her because we were never together during any full moon and full moon is making me mark her which I don’t know what will do to her.
“I am sorry for breaking your heart, I am sorry for breaking up with you.”
“And?”
“And what?”
“And for being here.” She should be sorry for being here, she is driving me mad with her smell and beauty. Did I tell you she is dressed up to seduce me? She is wearing that white dress with plunging V-neck which gives me a great view of her chest. I drooled over her as my eyes ran down and stopped at the hem of her dress which rested just at the knees and I wonder how smoothly it runs off her milky legs.
I noticed her moving out of this cabin.
‘Make her stop! Do anything! Our mate is leaving us.’ My wolf growled.
‘You want to mark her, you might kill her.’ I snapped at him. ‘Let her leave, I can’t kill her.’
‘Stop her… I will not mark her’ He begged me as he whimpered in pain seeing his mate leaving.
‘Huh?’
‘I promise, I won’t mark her but just don’t lick her spot if you can.’
“And you are done with your apology already?” Here I lost all my control over myself.
“You don’t want me here but you still want me to apologize, How?” I took a step forward carefully as I still don’t trust my wolf and she took another.
“I told you to go and you’re leaving. That’s it. You’re done with me. No extra effort, nothing?” She took one more step and here is my cue to take over. “Leave!” I ordered everyone outside to leave.
Her eyes were filled with tears which refused to fall off. I gave you a chance to leave this cabin Heaven and you chose to stay. Now, you get to bear with me.
I caught her in between as she was about to open the door and leave. I pulled her into me and sunk my nose into the crook of her neck to heal the wounds of heart with it. She pressed against the wall as I looked up and into her eyes.
“I never told you you can leave yet.”
I took her small face in my hands, I could feel my wolf pushing through me to take control yet he was trying his best to stay away for tonight. I brought my thumb to trace the softest lips. She melted in my arms as she clutched my arms tightly to prevent herself from falling. I couldn’t control more and captured his lips in a kiss in haste. I put all my emotions in that one kiss.
It was alright for the whole she was out of my sight although my wolf was driving me mad. I spent my nights on her balcony, which was possible until she masturbated in front of me. I went to touch her but I had to leave. The same night we had another rogue lurking around our borders. Only I, Ethan and the witnessed patrolling officer Sean knows about this one. This rogue isn't the same as the one we had poaching around our borders during Heaven and my first date.
I can’t let everyone know about this since I can’t have everyone panic when they have bigger deals coming their way. A Human Luna is not an easy thing too. I have been patrolling most of the border myself now despite the on duty patrolling officers.
We sent Sean to check everything about the rogue and he found nothing. Since then I have been trying to think of a strategy to protect my pack and prepare for the coming war. I am taking all the extra security measures to protect my pack and my future Luna. I have been running around the packs and talking to their Alphas to know if they know anything about either of the rogues.
I still have no current whereabouts about the werewolf ex-boyfriend of Heaven’s. I can’t believe my mate had any werewolf before me in her life. Everything is getting messed up even more day by day. I don’t know how rogues keep this low profile in the same city without any packs’ protection or knowledge.
But I know they are related to each other. The ex-boyfriend, the first rogue from the first date night and the recent rogue are related. We had rogues lurking around before but each time we either get them before anything happens or we track them down to investigate. If they entered my territory I kill them with my very own hands if not and they claim to just trespass after the baddest ass torture we leave them outside our borders to die.
I did let go of a mother and son duo without any harm because she claimed that she was just looking for her lost son and they left but I did keep an eye on them for sometime.
For now I need to gather some army to fight, I have to make things better with Blake’s pack soon. But he doesn’t even pick my calls or let my messenger enter his territory.
Since she left, I have been driven crazy by everyone one or other and now my Heaven is right in front of me driving me crazy but good crazy.
I held her up from the ground while we kissed each other deeply and showed our emotions to each other. I moved us towards the bedroom. I was midway when I felt myself shifting and felt my hands turned into claws. I pulled away from the kiss and let her stand.
I realised I am about to shift and the last time I shifted in front of her, she was scared. I can’t scare her this time. So, I asked her, and I pleaded to her to leave as I tried pushing the wolf back.
“Leave.” Of all the days she had to take the step today only when I might be forced to mark her which might kill her.
Instead of leaving or running for her life, she took a step forward. I could smell fear, anxiety. I saw small beads of sweat over her forehead as she approached me slowly but I pleaded her again to leave.
“Leave” My voice was betraying me as it was so feeble that I barely heard it with my heightened senses.
‘I am sorry. Please don’t let her go.’ My wolf whimpered in pain as he retracted back. I know he just wants to be with his mate but he can kill her, he might not want to but he can.
She was finally leaving when my wolf almost cried in pain of separation. He can’t bear it, I can’t bear it to lose our mate, our Luna. ‘She will leave us tomorrow, make her stop.’
‘But you want to mark her.’
‘She is crying.’
I pulled her back to me as she was pressed against my chest, I felt better, my wolf was relieved. It was like she was the only medicine to my misery even if she is the pain in the ass.
After that I didn’t let her go for the whole night. I couldn’t control myself and went rough with her. She enjoyed it, I know she did by the way she screamed each time she came for me.
I forgot to take her pleasures into consideration, I forgot to take a breath before going for the second round. I forgot if she was comfortable in the position. During midnight, I almost marked and sank my teeth deep inside her skin but it took every bit of my and my wolf’s willpower to not. I avoided her neck the whole night. We didn’t say a word to each other for the whole night, I didn’t know what I should have said, I just wanted to say thank you for staying and make her say sorry for leaving me. I know she was sorry for what happened and I was sorry for what I did last night.
Early in the morning, I was happy to wake up beside her again. Even though I slept for less than 2 hours, I felt fresh after a long time. I didn’t want to leave the cabin or leave Heaven for a minute. I wanted to make up for the time we lost and make today all about her.
After having her whole night for myself, I still wanted more but then I remember she must be sore from last night and it would be better to leave her for tonight. After breakfast, she left with her parents. Bryan still protects her by following her. You can call me an asshole for stalking my own girlfriend but all I want is to protect her.
‘Will you be able to resist?’ My wolf mocked me. He is calm too now. After a long night and a lot of mockings back and forth we finally made peace. We assured each other that finally Heaven is not leaving us.
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