The Dark Side Of Fate by Karima Sa'ad Usman novel Chapter 107

~Leo~

Amanda stared at me, and I could see a haunted look in her eyes. Something that spoke of hidden pain.

It had always been there, but I was too occupied to question her about it, and I felt my hurt surpassed whatever inner turmoil she battling with, but here it was again.

The haunted look had resurfaced while deep in a conversation about her true intentions and the life her actions had forced me to live. The haunted expression reared its head, and she looked broken. Amanda sighed after taking a deep breath and looked at me.

"You do not understand my life, Leo; as fucked up as you feel this is, you are the best thing that has happened to me in a while, and that is why I hold on," she said, and I laughed. Gone were the days when those words touched me, but not anymore.

"I do not want you to hold on anymore, Amanda. I want you to leave," I said to her, and she bowed her head.

"Okay, I will leave in the morning," she said, sounding resigned, and I laughed.

"Yes, you will, after you tell me everything you planned with your father. How you helped him stage the attack that brought Volkov's men on us, how you helped feed him information that wrecked and divided the east. Information that made people doubt my leadership. How you tried to help him take over the east again," I said, and her eyes widened, tears falling from her eyes.

"Leo, I will never do that to you." She said with fear in her eyes.

"I don't believe you. You lied against me in his favour; you lied against Tamia, so don't you dare," I said, and she shook her head.

"I can never help my father do anything, Leo. I can't. I will never do it. I never lived with him. I always looked for a reason to live apart from him. Did you ever ask me why?" She asked, and I did not care.

"He killed my mother before my eyes and would have killed me too had I not promised never to speak of it. He stopped her heart with Silver because she was against something he was planning. I can't remember the detail, really, but I think it had to do with the massive attack in the east that claimed a lot of lives. He stabbed her because she said she would write Maurice Volkov and report his conduct. She called him a usurper, and he stabbed her. The memory is still embedded in my head. I can never help him do anything. I went along with his lies because I wanted to be free of him. Becoming a mistress was better than being his child." She said, and I paid attention.

"Then why did you feed him information about my dealings? Why were you helping him to spy on me!!!" I yelled at her, angry.

I was mad that she would think telling me her story, whether it was true or false, would make me feel sorry for her. I hated her.

"Why did you do it?" I asked her, and she bowed her head in shame.

"I had no choice Leo," she confessed, and as much as I was angry, I wanted her to be innocent but hearing her admit it broke my heart and made me feel like a fool. Black began to growl.

She got off the bed, went on her knees and bore her neck to me.

"I had no choice, alpha. It was the only way I could keep you safe. I did not know that was what he was doing until Tamia left. He ordered me to make sure we got married. I knew you weren't up for it, but he insisted. He told me he wanted to know everything you did from then on. I told him I couldn't do that and that he should take it up with you, but he did not find it funny. Soon I found out that he had people in your ranks and working in the pack that was on his payroll, and he was on the payroll of some King somewhere. He said if I chose you, he would kill us, and he would not need to raise a finger to do it. I had to think of my babies and you, Leo. You might hate me, but I love you. My father had shown me times without number what he was capable of; I knew he would do it with ease and get away with it as always," she confessed.

"I asked him what he wanted, and he said he wanted to have your itinerary and know your private discussions with Max and Kyle. I did not think much of it because I did not think you were planning anything serious, so I agreed, and I have been doing so diligently," she said, and I felt like a fool.