The Ember In The Dark novel Chapter 32

It felt like I hadn't slept last night. I slept after Levi sent me out, but I was drained emotionally. I guess it was my turn to put on a facade, even though I knew what was happening with Ash. Ash didn't want to ask me for help and I can't have him mad at Levi for calling me there.

'I'll keep a close ear on his thoughts. If I feel him getting too upset, I'll let you know.' Talia comforted me.

'Thank you'

"Good morning, sleepy head. We need to get ready for school." Ash's grin was the first thing I saw this morning, and I had to fight hard not to cry. This is going to be harder than Ash makes it look.

"Do I have to?" I hid my face in the pillow, trying to wipe away the mist that had formed in my eyes.

"Yes. Come on. I'm sure Toni is looking forward to seeing you." He poked me and I peaked my face out.

"Yeah I do want to see him too." I could use a tight embrace from him right now.

I sighed and got off his bed, heading to my room.

"Hey Ash?" I stopped in front of our adjoining door, my hand on the knob. I didn't look back at him. He hummed in response. "Thank you for always being there for me. Please know that I'm here for you too. Especially now that I'm not so useless." I dryly laughed.

"You were never useless." He told me seriously. "I love you Twinkie. Now go get ready."

I opened the door and rushed into my room letting a few tears slip. Stubborn Ash.

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We made it to school a little early this time. I didn't drag my feet this morning. I wanted to get to school and inhale Toni's mint and wet earth scent. I need him to calm my breaking heart.

I played with the pearl on the necklace that Eryn gave me. I was chewing on my cheek as we walked.