Lexi's POV.
I cancel on the girls the next day, I can't face them and tell them I've met my mate and I'll probably have to reject him.
What will they think of me if I don't reject him
What will my parents think of me My father will kill him.
I spend the day in bed, moping and feeling sorry for myself. I try to work out what to do, my best option is to stay away from him, he doesn't know any of my details, and I gave him a fake name.
I imagine telling my friends, the girls would insist I reject him for my own safety, and I know one of their arguments would be that no one wants the father of their children to be a murderer. My parents would never accept him as my mate, they certainly wouldn't come to the wedding.
By Monday morning, I've cried all that I can and I'm even more upset when I realize I've left my crucifix necklace at his house.
Oh, well, I guess it's something for him to remember me by.
I return to work at the clinic, eager to have something to take my mind off Rixon. Despite living on my parent's territory, I have my own house and I'm grateful for my space.
I dream of him each night and he stays on my mind constantly throughout the day. By Friday, I look in the mirror and I can't believe how bad I look. Washed out face, bags under my eyes and messy hair.
'Seriously, what is up with you' Lucia asks as I awkwardly try and avoid eye contact.
'I've just been ill that's all, should get better soon though,' I lie, feeling guilty but knowing it's better than the truth.
Because if I tell her the truth, she will make me reject him, and from the way I am now, I'm not sure I'll survive it. I know as soon as I see his face, I won't be able to say the words.
'Well, you have to be feeling better tomorrow cause Myra is having that barbecue remember' She says chirpily and I wince inwardly, I forgot about that.
'Of course.' I force a smile; it seems to satisfy her because she leaves a few minutes later.
I forgot about the bloody barbecue.
I decide to go to sleep ridiculously early, to try and make up for the sleep I've lost the past week.
I dream of Rixon, our night together, his body on mine.
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