The Girl With Lycan Blood novel Chapter 4

I didn't sleep all night. Katy would come by and knock on the door asking me to let her in, so we can talk. I didn't feel like talking, just being alone. At first, all I did was cry; now I'm just staring at the ceiling while I lay still on the bed. I knew that if I tried to leave now, he would haunt my mind and heart forever. Why did he think that he wasn't good for me? We were made for each other; he's supposed to be the best thing to ever happen to me. How can I have a future with someone that said our kiss was a mistake?

knock

"Anna, you can't stay in there forever." Katy talked to the door.

"Yes, I can." I protest in a board tone.

"Come on Anna, please open the door." Katy cries.

Was she crying? I quickly got up at placed my ear to the door; I heard her sobbing on the other side. I unlocked the door and swung it open; she was crying in her hands, until she looked up.

"I should have done that first." She smiles and pushes past me entering the room.

"Fake crying?" I ask annoyed.

She sits down on the bed and pats the space beside her. I sigh and walk to her. I sit down where she instructed me to.

"Tell me what happened Anna, you've been in here for two days." She asks soothingly.

"I don't think you want to know Katy."

"Anna just let me help you."

I guess after being alone and all my crying I could use a friend.

"Fine. I went to go give him back the credit card, and I did." I take a deep breath and continue. "I asked him if he was going to reject me and he told me to reject him," I explain, my voice shaky.

"What!" Katy yells.

"I said no then he pushed me up agents the door; he kept telling me to reject him. I kept say no, and he let go... he said how he didn't deserve me and how much he wanted me." I looked her in the eyes. "He said I was beautiful." I blush.

"See I told you he was holding back, he wants you, Anna!" Katy cheers.

"I'm not done. We kissed." I glanced at my hands in my lap, Katy squealed.

"That's so great! We're going to be sister in laws!"

I waited till she calmed down. "He said it was a mistake." I breathe out, my voice cracking.

Her face went blank, and she stopped dancing.

"He said what?" She asked pretending she misheard me.

"That it was a mistake." I would cry, but I wasted all my tears earlier.

"Oh." She sits back down beside me. We sit silently beside each other looking at the floor.

knock

We didn't get up to see who it was, and we just sat there. The door opened, and Jackson stood in the doorway.

"What are you guys doing?" He asked confused.

"Being sad," Katy answered blankly not even looking up at him.

"What happened?" He asked closing the door behind him.

"Tyler kissed Anna, and he said it was a mistake." She blurts out.

"Katy don't tell people!" I scold her.

"He kissed you?" Jackson repeats, surprised.

"Stop talking about it!" I demand both of them.

"Okay sorry, I just came up here because I ordered Chinese food and it should get here any minute." He informed us.

Katy and I glanced at each other and nodded.

"Okay."

We went downstairs and waited for the food while watching some weird TLC show. When the door bell rang, Jackson grabbed the food and paid the delivery guy. He set the two full bags on the coffee table.

"Why did you order so much food?" Katy stared at the bags.

"I like Chinese food okay?"

We ate all the food and laid down on the couches lazily watching more TV.

"Do you think I'll ever find my mate?" Katy asks in a sad tone.

"Of course."

"We should go out." Jackson sits up on the couch.

"Where?" I ask, interested.

"Like a club."

"Ya! Let's go!" Katy jumps off the couch. "Come on Anna you can wear the new dress you got."

"Sure, let's go." I agree.

Katy and I run upstairs and start getting ready. I walked into my room and took a quick shower, I got out and wrapped a towel around my body. I went to my closet and grabbed my new dress. It was black and white and hugged my curves; there were cut outs on the sides making it extra sexy. I twirled I front of the mirror, I feel like a super model! I put on light makeup and black mascara, even a smokey eye.

I went back downstairs Katy, and Jackson was waiting at the door.

"Okay let's go!" I cheered, hoping to get my mind off of Tyler.

We got in Jackson's car and went to a night club called Route 33. The inside was full of people dancing and drinking. Jackson said that most of the individuals in the club were werewolf's like us, it made me feel way more comfortable. We pushed through the crowd at sat at a round booth.

"This place is packed!" I yell over the noise and music.

"I know let's hit the dance floor!" Katy squeals.