The Heart Of The Beast The Alpha's Pawn (Sonia and Ramon) novel Chapter 154

Chapter 154

SONIAS POV

Ivy was finally sleeping. She wouldn’t tell me why she had acted as if the world was going to end due to Lorena poisoning herself. But thankfully, I was able to get her to sleep.

Howeyer, I couldn’t sleep. Daniel lud gone to be with the alpha. Moon was back in a room, after falling asleep.

was way past midnight, and I was up, paring about.

Ime.

I couldn’t seek comfort from my wolf, because no matter how much I called for her presence, she ignored me.

She was missing, so was a core part of my memory. Yet, all I could think of was Ramon.

He had to be in terrible shape. I didn’t like Lorena.

Since I awoke, every time her name was mentioned, I felt very odd.

Even though I felt great fear after Ivy told us she had poisoned herself, that fear was quickly replaced by a need to push her off my thoughts.

Regardless of these facts, she meant something to Ramon,

They were close, so he probably was hurting right now,

I wished I could to him. To comfort him the way he had comforted me

But I had already read the handwriting on the wall

Everyone wanted me to remain a secret, for reasons I wasn’t sure of yel

I walked to the living room window that directly faced the sky.

Looking up. I watched the stars shining bright.

I would have loved to be one of those stars. To be so significant, yet unreachable. It was the best kind of life to live.

Being accessible made things complicated

You interact with so many people, and end up mixing energies.

I was pretty sure my streak of Ill luck came from someone I interacted with.

As I was deep in my head, my thoughts travelled to my mother.

1 quickly turned around, and fetched the book she left me from my room.

Dragging a chair to the window tide, I sat down.

This time, I didn’t overthink things. It was just a book that was meant to be read.

With this thought in mind, I opened the first chapter

Nothing was as I expected it to be. She had written these words in poemas

The first our was a poem about the heart, and how its greatest source of nutrients was true love.

For without love, our heart is nothing but a vessel. But with love, we make use of that vessel in its highest capacity

I read those words out loud. To be honest, they sounded cringe.

There had to be more to it than just poems. It couldn’t be just-

My thoughts silenced when I flipped the next

This was it. There was a reason she started with a porm. Because the next page listed all the ailments of the heart

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Chapter 151

It wasn’t just a a book about p

poems, it was a bes

it was a healing book.

My heart began to beat really fast, as I looked through it..

Perhaps, I could find something that would help with my absent wolf,

I wasn’t sure what Ivy had seen in the book before. But it wasn’t useless. It was perhaps the most important book I would ever read.

I stopped searching as my eyes caught a text.

It wasn’t on how to get one’s wolf back, or what could be the possible cause of a missing wolf.

This was more about the brain. About memories, and how precious they were

I could see it was the poetry part, so I swiftly turned the

e next

page.

There it was. A solution for loss of memory.

I needed a trigger. Something so painful, my brain couldn’t help but remember.

Closing the book. I somersaulted into my head again.

What could be that painful if I had already encountered near death?

As I asked myself that question, my eyes went to the side.

I noticed I had been trying my hardest not to look that way. Mostly because, I’d see the cursed land.

“That’s it!” I mustered, jumping to my feet.

“That’s what?” I heard behind me.

I whirled, and saw Ramon standing at the door.

I had been so deep in my head, I didn’t even hear him come in.

Throwing caution, and comportment to the wind, I ran to him, and jumped into his body.

He enveloped me fiercely, burying his head in me.

I welcomed his weight, just grateful to be able to comfort him the only way I could.

We stood in that position for a good five minutes, before he finally stepped away

“You should be asleep,” he said in a reprimanding tone.

“I heard about Loreta,”

He looked up sharply,

worry in his eyes. I wondered why, I wondered if something bad had happened

“What did you hear?” He asked.