The Heart Of The Beast The Alpha's Pawn (Sonia and Ramon) novel Chapter 183

Chapter 183

SONIAS POV

“How do you know about mum’s book, Seth?” I pressed.

He wasn’t just going to glaze over it. I wasn’t accepting anything other than the truth

“What are you talking about, Sonia? I just mentioned a book, nothing about it being mum’s. Why do you think she left you a book? Who have you been talking to

He was twisting everything, but he had forgotten I knew him more than the rest of my y siblings.

There had never been a time he was a good liar.

I could see through the facade. He was trying to bury the truth.

“Don’t lie to me Seth. Someone very dear to me handed me a book. I flipped the first page and it was mum’s dedication to me. She explicitly wrote my name. Don’t he to me. Seth,” I pleaded with him.

He sighed as he looked at me. “Sonia, there are a lot of things you don’t understand. A whole lot of things I can’t explain yet, because it’s not clear to me either. Ill need you to just be a little patient with me. I promise, you’ll know the truth when I figure it out, okay?”

I wished I didn’t feel like I was being lied to. It felt like I was being dismissed, and I hated to feel that way.

“Please, don’t lie to me, Seth. You’re one of the few people I think I can rely on. Don’t lie to me

He pulled out of the wall, and walked over to me.

Dragging my head to his hips, he hugged me

“You’ll be the first person I tell when I figure things out, Sonia. I promise you. But for now, we have to focus on getting your wolf back.”

Evening came, and I dreaded it with all of my heart.

Seth had left after we talked for a few more hours.

I had buried my head in my bed, hoping the days would just go by, as I remained there.

It was time to go for dinner, but I still didn’t feel like eating

Alice came

into the room, the rhythm of her steps detailing a woman on a mission.

Before I could open my mouth to speak, she shook her head firmly.

“No, Sonia. No excuses. Your father will come in himself if you refuse to come out. I’m not going to be banished, or worse, your stubbornness. Do

you

understand?”

“But you said you’d help me, Alice. Was that a lie?”

“Oh no, princess. Trust me, I am helping you. That’s why I need you to go to the dining room, okay!”

1 pouted, but nodded anyway. There was obviously nothing I could do to escape dinner.

I could just attend, and pray it was the last time I would be forced.

Lydia handed me a simple evening dress, and 1 muttered my gratitude.

I discarded my clothes, and she collected the discarded clothes from me.

Stepping into the fresh gown, I walked over to the mirror, and viewed my appearance.

Everyone that had noticed a change in me was definitely right

It wasn’t just in my physical appearance. There was just something different about me.

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I felt different. I felt weird. It was like I suddenly didn’t fit in

It didn’t make any sense because this was my home. I had grown up in this very room.

These walls had been my companion. I had known Lydia since I was a child.

Why then did I feel so out of place? And was I ever going to fully return to normal?

The future seemed bleak, mostly because I couldn’t see or feel it.

I couldn’t predict what would happen, and it worried me to no end.

It her hand on my hair

“You look stunning as usual, I heard Lydia say behind me, and

Hell

I stood still as she brushed out my hair. It had been a long time since anyone did that for me.

“Thank you,” I whispered when she was done.

“Common, let’s go, she replied.

I took a deep breath, because it was the first time since I returned to the pack, I would be stepping out of my room.

My stomach was knotted in ties, and not even the butterflies in there could survive the tension..

It could go any way, Dinner I meant. It could go smoothly, or just become a disaster.

What happens when I see the food, and feel like throwing up

If the th

the thought of eating was enough to make me feel nauseous, then the food itself would probably send me over the edge, right!

The corridors were still as I remembered. Lightened up with gold.

It was like paradise, and I was princess here.

“That should be enough for you, Sonia. You’re a princess)