The Heart Of The Beast The Alpha's Pawn (Sonia and Ramon) novel Chapter 201

Chapter 201

SONIA’S POV

I returned home in a dazed state, shocked by everything I had heard.

Even when Lydia tried to question me, I pretended not to hear at first, then I really stopped hearing her talk.

I walked past my brothers gathered at a corner, forgetting I wasn’t supposed to be out and about.

They tried to call for my attention, but again, I was too deep in my head to pay them any real attention.

As I entered my room, I shut the door with the key, and walked straight to my bathroom.

I shed off my clothes, and stepped into the shower.

Closing my eyes, I allowed the water to just fall all over me.

“A child?” I questioned in my head as I showered.

Not just any child, but a child belonging to both Ramon and me.

It only meant I had a piece of him with me. And no matter what I did, I could never get rid of him.

A single tear rolled down my eyes, asi grabbed my tummy.

If only he wasn’t such an atrocious person.

The atrocious alpha I fell in love with like the fool I was.

Who falls in love with their torturer? Was this supposed to be a classical case of Stockholm syndrome?

For the past month, I had tried to keep memories of him at bay.

Now I know why I wasn’t completely successful.

I was carrying part of him in me. How could I forget about him?

Slipping into the bathtub, I began to really sob.

I wailed my heart out, because I didn’t deserve any of this.

Ramon loved Lorena who tried to kill me.

Lorena was also with child for him. Nothing else was true, aside from these two facts.

How was this supposed to work? Except I never tell him about this pregnancy.

What kind of person does that make me? A terrible one?

Sure not as terrible as alpha Ramon, and everything he put me through.

I held on to my tummy, and cried until I could barely feel my heartbeat.

“Go away,” I muttered over and over again, but I didn’t know what I wanted to leave.

“Just go away,” I begged with all of my heart.

Why was life so unfair? Why did I have to go through so much?

I wanted to accept my fate, because it was the only way I could love this child.

But every time I thought of what the future held, I got scared, and resentful.

“Please moon goddess, soothe my aching heart. Please mum, help me,” I cried out, curling into a ball on the tiled floor of the bathroom.

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6:30 PM

Chapter 201

It was in that position that I slept off.

I was awoken the next morning by a strong knock on my room door, followed by the booming voice of alpha Ferins, my father.

Jolting up, my heart began to pound, as the memories of the previous day trickled into my brain.

“Sonia!” I heard him call with a mighty growl that rattled the entire room.

I looked down on my body, and discovered I was naked.

My eyes then went to my tummy, and a wave of depression hit me.

It was a different day, my father had returned from his month–long trip, yet I was still carrying Alpha Ramon’s child.

“Sonia!” He called again.

Grudging, I pushed myself up, because I knew if he called me again, it would be after breaking down my door.

I turned on the shower, and quickly rinsed off, before I walked into the room with a towel tied around my chest.

“Sonia!”

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I heard the sound of a key turn, just as I went from my towel to wearing my bathtub because I couldn’t grab a dress faster.

Well at least, my door had not been kicked down, I thought.

My father, with eyes fiercer than a burning furnace, made his way to me.

“You have to appear calm. He mustn’t know about your pregnancy. Not unt you can’t hide it anymore,” I told myself in my mind.

Taking a deep breath, I smiled to neutralize the intensity that was my father’s gaze as he approached me.

“Father, you’re back!” I called excitedly.

He paused on his motion, giving me a suspicious once–over.

“Why are you suddenly so chirpy? Your brothers told me you looked depressed last night. Where did you go, and how are you?” He asked, concern marred on the flesh of his forehead.