The Heart Of The Beast The Alpha's Pawn (Sonia and Ramon) novel Chapter 90

Chapter 90

RAMON’S POV

I tried to pull away whilst my mouth danced across hers, but I just couldn’t.

Everytime I told myself that I could control my desire around her, I ended up fumbling real bad.

What I couldn’t do, she did to my surprise. I felt her lips stop reciprocating, and opened my eyes.

“What is it?” I asked.

She shook her head, and swerved to the side.

“No please,” she said.

“What?”

“You always do this, and then punish me after. If you want to punish me, just do it. Please, not again.”

I could see

e the pain, and fear in her eyes. I had really bruken her. The band 1 would usually bank on to get her to surrender to me was shaky

She was beginning to gain the control I was last losing. But I needed to do something about it.

I couldn’t just let her think she had a say in any area that involved the both of us

Taking purposeful steps forward, I closed the gap between us, and took her lips again.

She began to fight me off

“Behave!” I growled

Using the little distraction, sh

, she pulled away, and dashed past me.

“Just stop it! You don’t like me. Nothing I do is enough for you. 1 irritate you. I’m not half the kind of woman you want. I really do understand that this bond thing is something neither of us can control, but I’m tired. It hurts all over. Physically and emotionally. I’m tired of wanting someone who sees me as nothing but a revenge tool. Stop using me, and just kill me so I can go meet my mother and finally find peace!”

She dropped to the ground, and burst into tears.

My eyes widened slightly, as I stared at her body, weeping profusely.

She had been responsive. When I initially kissed her, I could feel her respond to me

This sudden reaction was a very big surprise. I really did not expect her to act this way.

Had I gone too far!

I racked my brain trying to think of the point where she just gave up.

It couldn’t be when I condemned her to the traitors post, because I kissed, and even loved on her breasts after.

Was it because of the Lashings 1 ordered that she received!

Maybe this was her just being manipulative again.

She knew to weaponize her tears, to make herself appear as a victim.

Her friend had been right all along. She was a damn good actress.

Unfortunately for her, I wasn’t going to buy any of her acts.

I couldn’t even believe I almost fell for her tricks.

Walking up to her,

er, I pulled her from ground up, and steadied her on her feet by firmly gripping her shoulders.

Her body rattled from the tears she spewed, as the lowered her gaze so as not to face me

“You’re not going to fool me with your crocodile tears. Do you understand me?” 1 shook her vigorously.

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Chapter 90

She hiccupped, and shuddered as her tears doubled

“I haven’t even really hurt you, yet you’re crying. Can you tell me why you’re crying? Is this just your way of seeking sympathy! Tell me?” I shook.

“Just kill me. I’m tired,” she repeated over and over again, amidu tears

“That’s what you want, yeah?” My fingers shifted into claws that dog into her skin

She winced in pain, and kept crying

“You really want to die? Do you think I’m stupid to let you escape that easily! That is exactly what death is for you. An easy escape. But it’s not going to happen. You’re going to remain in my pack, and do whatever task you to do. Do you understand me!!”

She didn’t respond but just kept on crying-

My clases dug deeper into her skin, and she began to whimper.

Do you hear me howled

“Just kill me. I’m tired. Kill me?”

Tied

my hand to strike her face, but a force held it in place.

my

I just couldn’t bring it down. Instead, I brought my lips on hers again.

Kissing her fiercely, I didn’t let go even as she struggled against me.

I kissed her until finally, her lips parted.

My tongue pushed in search of hers. When I found it, I began to suck on it.

Her muddled body slowly began to crack. I sucked harder, and she grew more responsive.

I had to have her. She had to be under my control again. She was breaking away. Gaining the kind of strength I didn’t need her to have. Not now, and definitely not in the future,

My lips left hers, and attacked her neck. She tilted it to the side, giving me a perfect angle to properly suck on it

Tracing my tongue across every vein. 1 felt her shudder in my arms.

“Yes,” I whispered, my hot breath caressing the nape of her neck. “Surrender to me.”

I brought out my tongue, and massaged it around her neck.

“I want you to surrender to me,” I whispered, crawling up to her ears.

Shoving my tongue into her ears, I sucked with a little bit of pressure.

She clung on to me, whimpering breathlessly. It wasn’t one of pain this time around. It was of pleasure.

As I caressed her ear with my tongue, my hand found the middle of her chest.

Thankfully, she was putting on a night gown that could be easily discarded.

I was going overboard with it, but she wasn’t the only one who was experiencing a reverse situation.

Whilst she was gaining control, I was losing mine.

In a bid to put her in her place, her scent had invaded my nose.

She had one so peculiar that turned oxygen breathed, into fermented wine

It lowered one’s inhibitions, and turned them to a desperate dog.

I was in that position right now. All I could think of was her

My every breath came out with a need to claim her, and to make her mine