But also…what is it that I want? Do I actually want like…two boyfriends? How would that even work? And what does that look like in twenty years – do we all just…live in a house together? Would we…have kids?
God, this is so weird.
Jackson blushes deeply now that he’s been put on the spot, his mouth twisting as he looks down at the floor.
“Well?” Rafe asks. “Speak now, Jacks, this is your chance to say what you really want. Are you cool with Ariel dating Luca too? Or…”
“Fine, whatever,” Jackson snaps, unhappy to be pressed into telling his truth and not looking at me. “I want what Luca wants, if you really want to know. I want my mate to myself, I don’t want to share her with anyone.” He raises his eyes to glare at Luca a little, like it’s all his fault.
“All right,” Rafe says, sounding satisfied. I turn to him in confusion now, my hands spreading at my sides because…I mean, we didn’t decide anything –
“It looks like you’re going to have to choose, Ari,” Rafe says, his face even and his voice controlled.
My mouth pops open in horror.
“Well, they don’t want to be in an open relationship,” he says, gesturing towards my mates with my coffee mug.
“But we said -!”
“I know,” Rafe says, nodding, reading my mind. “And I still stand by that. You have a right to explore both of your mating bonds, which the Goddess gave you – a gift from our grandmother.”
“Wait, what?” Jackson asks, stepping forward a little, confused.
“We’ll explain that later,” Jesse murmurs, waving a hand at Jackson, his eyes trained on Rafe.
“But,” Rafe says, holding up a finger, “I don’t think that it’s fair for you to have unlimited time to explore those bonds. I think that, in deference to what your mates have stated they want…that you should take the time you need to make your decision, but that in the end…” he holds my eyes now, knowing that it’s breaking my heart, “you should choose one of them, Ariel. It’s…it’s not fair not to, if that’s not what they want.”
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