The Hidden Princess At All-Boys Alpha Academy novel Chapter 26

Chapter 26 

Luca lets out a dark laugh and shoves his hands into his pockets. “Seriously?” he says, his voice a little exhausted. “You’re here?” 

I grimace a little, taking a step back behind the tree. “Is that…bad? I can…go.” 

“No.” he says, tilting his head and inviting me closer. “I guess…I mean, I’m not surprised. Who the hell else would I be dreaming about.” 

I bite my lip a little, smiling and moving closer to him, stopping about five feet away. “What do you mean?” I ask, tilting my head, my eyes drifting over him and noticing that he’s dressed in cotton sweatpants and a black sweatshirt probably the sort of things he wears when he’s relaxed at home. 

Clothes that make him look just…ridiculously good. Like the boxer he is, about to go train for the day. 

“Well, it’s obvious, isn’t it?” he says, sighing and running a hand through his hair. “You’ve been on my mind all f**king day, Shrimp. Obviously my subconscious is trying to figure this out.” 

Figure what out?” I ask, my smile deepening as I stare at him, my eyes roving over him a little more freely now. Damn, he’s so deliciously tall, and the way his shoulders fill out that sweatshirt…. 

“Whatever the f**k this is,” he says, his voice frustrated as he gestures between us with his hands, a little smile lighting his face. 

“What?” I ask, my own smile falling a little bit. Because I mean obviously I know exactly what he’s talking about, but to hear him address it so blandly 

But, I mean, Luca thinks that this is a dream. 

“Seriously, Shrimp,” he says, shaking his head and stepping even closer to me now, so that there’s only maybe six inches between us. “What the hell is going on – I mean, I know that s*xuality is a spectrum, but I’ve only ever been into girls – I have never, ever been into a guy like this before –” 

wide to hear Luca admit his attraction. My mouth pops open just a little bit. 

– 

My eyes go 

“What,” he says, laughing and Oh my god lifting his hands to cup my cheeks in his palms, staring down at me. “Seriously? I know you feel it too- or, wait, because you’re an illusion my subconscious created…” he frowns down at me, “are you trying to talk me out of this or something?” 

Luca cocks his head to the side, trying to figure it out as I gape at him, my mouth going dry as my mind whirs, trying to figure out what to say. 

But I can’t think of anything. 

Instead, my body moves beyond me, my hands lifting – shaking a little – and landing on top of his as his thumbs gently stroke my cheeks. I stare up at him, just…completely without words, without thoughts as the tingles that show up whenever we touch flare again. 

Except this time, they’re not just under my skin they circle in the air all around us – little silver sparks, swirling around in the wind- 

“See?” Luca murmurs, shaking his head. “I knew I couldn’t deny it. What the f**k is this?” 

Luca looks at me, and then all around, and then back at me, his clear brown eyes filing my entire vision as my stomach turns over. My breath quickens, my heart pounding, because all I want 

My eyes drift to his perfect mouth..my whole body flooded with sparks and butterflies as I unconsciously move closer to him, our bodies brushing against each other now as I tilt my head. 

back in his hands. 

Luca leans closer, bending his face over mine, and just the tiniest little moan stumbles from my mouth, because I – I like this I like the way my breath is coming short, the way my stomach feels just barely pressed against his 

I like the way I can feel his breath against my lips 

And god. I want more. 

My eyes drift half shut and my wolf, somewhere in the distance, gives a heady howl of joy – 

But then I gasp. her howl shaking me out of this, because… 

Because this isn’t right 

I take a stumbling step away. Luca he doesn’t even know that this is real that we are both actually, somehow, here! Conscious! That it’s not just him alone with his subconscious 

“Wait,” I say, my voice shaking as I drop my hands, as I take a step back. “Luca, wait –” 

“Don’t,” he murmurs, stepping forward and closing the distance between us, not taking his hands from my face, “Stop, Ari, I need to figure this out. Let me try this ” 

And that does it. 

He said my name. 

Ari. Not Shrimp. 

Ari. 

“No!” I gasp, tearing my face from his hands and stunibling further away. God, I want this – it feels like my whole soul groans in regret as I give this up I want him to kiss me more than I think I’ve ever wanted anything – 

But I want him to know he’s doing it. I want him to kiss me, not what he thinks is some figment of his imagination. It’s not right, and it’s not fair – not to either of us. 

He looks at me in shock and surprise, hurt all over his face. 

1239 Sun, 10 MAY 

Chapter 26 

“What 

what the hell is going on?” 

“I’m sorry,” I say, shaking my head and backing into the trees, “I should not have done this- I’m so sorry Luca- 

“Ari!” he shouts, starting after me, his steps frustrated, a little angry. 

But I press my eyes shut, and beg the dream to end, and my wolf- understanding now, I think lets me go. 

And suddenly my eyes fly open. I’m in my bed, my heart pounding, my breath coming fast. 

I stare at the ceiling, panting for a moment, and then my head twists, my eyes going immediately 

to Luca’s bunk.. 

The barracks are dark, quiet, no other groups coming in this late at night. As I watch, Luca sits up in his bed, slowly rubbing his head, the low lights of the room highlighting his n*ked stomach and chest. 

My heart aches as he slowly turns, looking over at my bunk. But I don’t move, holding my hoping to hell that he can’t see me awake, staring back at him. Because this.. 

breath. 

This is maybe all moving too fast, getting too real. As much as my attraction to my mate is undeniable – maybe inevitable… 

He still can’t know. Not yet – and I don’t know what the right time would be but…it’s not now, now when we’re candidates, not while we could still be cut. 

I clench 

my 

teeth and press my eyes shut, cursing myself for the fool I am, for letting it go too far. “Come on, Ariel,” I murmur to myself, “get yourself together.” And, despite myself, I spend the next hour or two wishing my big brother were here to keep me in line. 

I don’t know when I fell asleep after that, though it must have been late because I was up for hours trying to avoid slipping back into the dream state. 

I do know when the hell I wake up though, because Jesse launches himself onto my bed shouting “Shrimp!” at the top of his lungs and punching me twice on the shoulder before wrapping me in a big hug. “You survived!” 

I shriek at the start of his assault, but I start to rain blows on him when I figure out it’s just my cousin saying hello and not some kind of vicious midnight attack. “Get the hell off of me asshole –” 

you 

Jesse just laughs at me, because he knows he’s not doing me any harm. He sits back, grinning at me. 

back?” “You smell like campfire. No time for a shower? When did you get 

“We got back in the middle of the night,” I murmur, looking around with a little bit of surprise to 

see that the barracks are three quarters full. 

“Didn’t sleep out?” he asks, interested and a little concerned.