Chapter 0067
If that partner was me, I would…
No. I shouldn’t go down that path, even within the safe confines of my mind.
Nicholas and I would never be together again. I had too many secrets that he would never understand. Even if he knew the truth, even if he’d understood, he’d never agree with the choices I had made.
If he knew what I’d given away, he would never look at me the same way.
When Elva appeared for her lunch, she shouted from across the room. “Nick–lass!” Then she ran through. the line, crawled under the table, and threw her arms out wide for a hug.
Nicholas leaned down to oblige. His smile was so warm, my chest ached.
If only Elva and I could have this all the time.
After lunch, and after Nicholas and I finished cleaning up, we joined the children out on the playground.
I pushed some of the kids on the swings, while Nicholas play–chased the children around the grassy lawn. He roared, pretending to be a monster. The children shouted with fake fear, broken with fits of
giggling.
Elva herself often broke the illusion by running up to Nicholas and demanding. “You’re not a monster.
You’re Nick–lass!”
Nicholas swooped her up into his arms and spun her around, while she cheered and laughed.
I’d never heard her so happy in her life. I could have cried bittersweet tears, so happy that she had this,
so sad she would lose it.
Finally, Nicholas let the kids tackle him down to the ground.
Mark called from the sidelines, “Do you need assistance, sir?”
Nicholas pointed at him. “Ah, there! A new monster approaches, even more harrowing than the last!”
The kids immediately took to the new game, running and play–fighting with Mark.
With them distracted, Nicholas rolled up off the ground and walked to me near the swing set. He patted
away much of the grass debris from his pants, but the back of his shirt was covered in it.
“May I?” I asked, motioning to his back.
“Is it bad?”
“Don’t make promises,” he teased, then turned his back to me. I brushed away the grass and dirt.
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