Chapter 48
Diana’s pov
I looked at Nathan in surprise.
I guessed he heard what I said to Avia.
soon. Is that true?”
But I thought he had self–awareness, knowing that it was just to anger Avia.
I didn’t expect him to take it seriously.
idiot!
Isilently cursed in my heart.
“No,” I said lightly.
The joy in Nathan’s eyes gradually faded away
He smiled sarcastically and said, “I should have known.”
“Do you have anything else to do?” I asked impatiently.
Since last night, I have found that I couldn’t face Nathan calmly.
As soon as I looked at his face, I couldn’t help but think of his kiss and his
confession
When the things that you once pursued so hard were finally delivered to you, I thought no one could remain indifferent.
Me too.
But I didn’t like my feelings being influenced by Nathan. And I didn’t want to risk loving Nathan anymore, so I didn’t want to see him.
“Diana.” Nathan’s voice rang out again as he silently stared at me and whispered, “Last night, I wasn’t joking.”
I certainly knew that Nathan was not joking.
He was Dark Moon Pack’s Alpha. How could he waste time teasing a woman he had no interest in?
But so what?
Should I be moved?
No, I should be vigilant.
I should be wary of falling into a vortex called “Nathan” again.
“But I regarded it as a joke,” I whispered, looking up at Nathan with a distant smile. “Alpha Nathan, I think you understand what I mean.”
Nathan’s eyes suddenly narrowed.
He stared at me for a long time without speaking.
The air was quiet.
I could even hear the ticking sound of the clock.
Time passed by. Neither Nathan nor I looked away first.
Suddenly, Nathan smiled.
“I don’t believe it,” he said. “You still have feelings for me! Yesterday on the Ferris wheel, when I kissed you, I could feel it. Your mouth can lie, but your body’s reaction
won’t.”
1 leaned against the table. Upon hearing the words, I squeezed the edge of the table Lightly.
“That’s just a normal reaction, I…”
“Diana, stop fooling yourself” Nathan grabbed my shoulder “You have loved me
for two years. How can such a deep love be broken? Now I admit it! I fu cking admit that I like you! Why do you refuse me? There is no obstacle between us. We can be together, and we
“Enough” I stopped him and my stern voice stunned Nathan.
I slowly looked up at Nathan, my eyes filled with absurdity, but my heart was filled with sourness and pain.
“Do you think there’s no obstacle between us?” I asked him with a cold smile, “Can you tell me what all the hardships I’ve suffered are? Are they jokes? You ignored me,
allowed others to bully me, had countless lovers, and even damaged my mother’s. belongings for them! Ferris wheel… I don’t know if you remember I begged you to take me to Ferris wheel on my birthday before. What did you do then? Oh, you and your lover went to get a room! Alpha Nathan, you can guess how painful I was! Your think I had feelings last night… then let me tell you, it’s not nervousness or joy! It’s pain! Heart–wrenching pain! Your kiss will only make me recall how foolish it is to fall in love with you again! And now, I won’t make the same mistake.”
Nathan’s hand resting on my shoulder slowly fell, and he looked at me with a pale face. His lips moved, but he didn’t say anything for a long time.
I turned around, stopped looking at him, lowered my head and continued, “There is no need to repeat the things between you and me. It’s too terrible. It’s not worth remembering.”
I saw water droplets falling on the table, blurring out one circle after another. Those were my tears.
It was ridiculous. It’s been a year and I still cried because of Nathan.
Diana, I’m sorry. If I knew one day I would love you so much, I would never hurt you.” Nathan hugged me from behind, his hand tightly gripping my shoulder. He pressed against my cheek, almost begging, “Can you give me another chance? I swear, I will definitely make it up to you. I’ll soothe every little pain you’ve ever experienced. I love you… I really love you!”
I took a deep breath to calm myself down.
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