Mech design was a very demanding profession.
Mech designers had to be rational. They had to be capable of absorbing and applying an enormous amount of scientific knowledge.
Mech designers also had to be passionate. Those without feeling were no better than auto-designers that were incapable of designing groundbreaking mechs!
As Patricia explained, mech designers had to straddle the line between these two extremes and find a position where they could maximize their success.
Patricia was very suited to become a rational mech designer due to her excellent ability to control herself. Ves never saw her exhibit any strong emotion.
He met quite a few mech designers who impressed him with their level of control. Now that he thought about it, Master Olson truly came across as someone who was in absolute control of herself!
He suspected that a handful of other mech designers he met in the past adopted the same approach as well. Professor Ventag and Mayra of the Swordmaidens stood out as two distinct suspects!
It wasn't easy to determine whether other mech designers fit this mold as well. The existence of a spectrum meant that every rational mech designer expressed at least some emotions, while every passionate mech designer exerted at least some control over their urges!
When Patricia left after she enlightened him, Ves threw all thoughts about his violent takeover plan to the back of his mind.
What he learned was simply too shocking for him to ignore!
He calmly went over what he learned. He adjusted his perspective on mech designers and tried to judge whether he should do something with what he learned.
"Am I satisfied with myself? Do I need to change my position on the spectrum?"
He knew he depended on his emotions to design his mechs. He didn't see anything wrong with that!
"I'm doing great so far. Obviously, that means my self-control is already sufficient!"
He felt very confident about his conclusion. In his opinion, Patricia thought too poorly about his ability to remain in control! He could be very rational when he wanted to be! Right?
As for the three methods Patricia suggested Ves to adopt, he promised to get back to them once he overcame his current predicament.
"I can't afford to take it slow." He muttered. "Pausing in order to regain my center and reflecting on my gains is a waste of time!"
He had to keep progressing as fast as possible! As long as he remained weak, he continued to remain vulnerable to people like Lady Curver!
In order to take control of his life and resist enemies such as the Five Scrolls Compact, he had to advance to Master as soon as possible! Once he reached this exalted rank, he believed he could finally make his voice heard!
The second method sounded much more interesting to him. Ves had already spent a lot of time on formulating a set of principles.
The only problem was that his own principles diverged substantially from the ones propagated by the MTA.
Ves felt no sincerity towards most of the principles adopted by orthodox mech designers. In truth, he only paid lip service to them and ignored them at his own convenience.
He only took some principles seriously, such as the responsibility of a teacher towards a student. He couldn't really explain why he valued this principle so highly.
He formed some other principles as well, such as offering fair treatment to his design spirits and valuing strong loyalty. While this wasn't that much of a problem right now, if he neglected this issue, he suspected that it would blow up in a huge problem down the line!
The rules that people abided by not only constrained their behavior, but also shaped their personality. When someone became used to adopting a certain attitude, they became much less likely to break the mold.
"This is actually useful to me." He concluded.
As for the last method Patricia mentioned, Ves chose to add it to his extremely lengthy to-do list.
He was already short on time. He had way too many things to do and too little time to address them all. Why should he expend his valuable design energy on some useless hobby?
To Ves, his passion and energy for mech design were essential resources! He depended on them to increase his motivation and commitment to his design projects!
Perhaps many mech designers who tried to pursue self-control had wasted most of their creative juices by wasting them on frivolous hobbies!
"There's never too much passion in my opinion!"
He believed that strong passion and emotion were not only keys to designing his best mechs, but also enabled the creation of masterwork mechs!
Ves recalled his first true passion project. The energy and enthusiasm he devoted to designing the Devil Tiger had reached unprecedented levels!
The euphoria he experienced upon fabricating the mech was unforgettable!
Ever since he made his first masterwork mech, he constantly tried to grasp this frenzy once more!
While Ves didn't know if a rational mech designer was incapable of crafting masterwork mechs, he guessed that this was extremely unlikely!
He couldn't imagine a passionless mech designer succeeding in fabricating a mech that surpassed the quality of the original design! A masterwork mech came about through an intense confluence of meaning, feelings and intuition along with a dash of serendipity!
None of those were something that rational mech designers depended upon to design their mechs!
From the impression given by Patricia, mech designers like her depended heavily on their heads instead of their hearts to design their mechs!
That said, Ves did not dismiss this suggestion entirely. He intuitively felt that hobbies weren't all that bad. Instead of guessing about it, he might as well try it seriously and see for himself if it was as beneficial as Patricia suggested!
He abruptly frowned and interrupted his train of thought.
He narrowed his eyes in suspicion. Why did Patricia come and reveal so many inexplicable secrets and insights to him? Ves recognized that what she told him must not be common knowledge! Since the MTA was strongly involved, this must have been very high-level information! freeweɓnøvel.com
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