The Pharaoh’s Favorite novel Chapter 56

The palace library was quiet, save for the flickering oil lamps that cast long, trembling shadows across the sandstone walls.

I had spent so many nights among these scrolls, pouring over forgotten wisdom, unraveling secrets hidden in the divine scripts. But tonight, there was no comfort.

Tonight, the silence was uneasy.

I sensed Sahety before I even could see him.

Our paths collided in the dimly lit corridor between the archives. He had been patrolling the grounds, his presence a mere extension of the suffocating watch he had kept over me these past days.

He was waiting. Expecting something. For a long moment, I did not give it to him.

Then, unwillingly, the words left my lips. “I suppose I should thank you.”

The words tasted bitter. A debt repaid through clenched teeth.

Sahety’s face shifted—surprised, then pleased. He smiled, as if this moment was something he had long awaited.

“A rare thing,” he mused, his voice tinged with amusement. “Hearing you say anything to me that isn’t a curse.”

I did not return the smile. He took the small moment of truce and seized it, stepping closer.

“It means something,” he said, taking another slow step forward, “to hear you say that.”

I did not reply.

Instead, I turned my attention to the table, to the scrolls before me, to anything but him. I had already offered him more grace than I had intended. My gratitude, however reluctant, was the only thing he deserved.

But Sahety was not satisfied. He never was.

“May I speak with you?” he asked.

I wanted to refuse.

I wanted to turn and leave. But some misguided sense of honor—some stubborn attempt to acknowledge my own reluctant gratitude—held me in place.

And so, I listened. At first, it was nothing more than idle conversation.

He spoke of the court, the shifting tides of politics, the security of the palace. I gave him only the barest responses, my patience fraying with each passing moment.

Then, the subject changed.

“You still hate me,” he started, watching me too closely.

I felt his gaze moving over me, studying, as if searching for some hint of warmth that did not exist.

“I don’t think of you enough to hate you.” A lie. And we both knew it.

He chuckled darkly, shaking his head. “I deserve that.”

A slow, almost wistful smirk curled at his lips, his gaze flickering over my face, lingering on my lips, before lowering to my throat. A long pause. Then, in the quiet, he spoke.

“Kiya still wears the same perfumed oil you did when we were younger,” he murmured, almost wistfully. “It never smells the same on her.”

A violent sickness coiled in my stomach, twisting like a venomous serpent, squeezing my lungs. My breath caught.

He took a slow step forward.

“I think about you every night. Every time I look at her…” He tilted his head slightly, his eyes hooded, his voice dripping with something that curdled my blood. “I wonder what it would have been like—if it had been you instead.”

I stiffened. My throat constricted. “Stop.”

The word lashed from my tongue like a blade. But he did not listen.

Instead, he took another step. Closer. His presence was an oppressive weight, suffocating, leeching the air from the room.

“I still love you, Neferet.” I turned from him. Disgust, fury, revulsion—twisting, spiraling, clawing at my insides. “I swear, I will never let anyone harm you.”

His laugh is cruel, empty of everything I once loved about him. “A pretty toy, draped in silk, spreading your legs for a living god.” His hand slides down my body, rough and possessive. “But you’re still mine.”