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Isabella and Rodrick were waiting for us at the front door. I can suddenly see where Griffin has his careful and worrying nature from. Where Rodrick rushes up to me and gathers me in a bear hug that has me feel like he is breaking my ribs. Isabella smacks her mate telling him to be careful and then fuzzes over me making sure I am alright.
It’s a thirty–minute drive, Griffin surprises me when he suggests we go there in two separate cars. Again Rodrick seems to want to speak up while Isabella stops him from doing so, agreeing with their son. Only when we get to the car I finally get his plan.
“Close your eyes, Darling sleep for thirty minutes it will do you some good,” He tells me as he gets into his truck.
He just gave me an opportunity to rest a little more. A moment I needed so I do as he said and I curl up in the passenger seat. Where the rumbling of the car engine “sings” me to sleep instantly. Attentive as he is Griff wakes me up five minutes before we arrive at the food festival. Giving me the chance to feel less drowsy.
After parking he jumps out to open the door, something he has always done. Tonight it feels like a reminder of how good life can be with him. How special and cherished he makes me feel every day. I ignore the little voice in my head that I should be wearing his mark already. That I have
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Maybe Griffin was right, maybe this is all too much, too soon. Still, I can’t help but bask in the light of the setting sun. Enjoy the wind on my skin and the buzz of the night that is alive with happy people. The air is pregnant with the smell of various foods.
I am unsure if Rodrick does because he sees how tired I am. Or if just like his son, he is a gentleman. But he suggests we get a table to sit down on every time we find something to eat. He spotted some tables you can reserve for a little money. While the lawn chairs won’t be very comfortable this table at least gives me a place to sit down when I need to. And pausing in between all rounds being able to sit and take my time eating will help too.
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Two hours later we were on our way back, of course, I was the one who wanted to go home first. And at the end of the night, I was swaying on my legs with how tired I was. During the car ride home, I could not sleep because Griffin was clearly upset with me. Even if he said no when I asked him about it. The tick in his jaw, and his white knuckles because he was gripping the steering wheel too hard was all I needed to know.
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This time he didn’t just open the door for me and he carried me to the car. Still not saying a word. We had gotten into arguments before, when I was strong, when I felt safe. Now all that had happened to me left me feeling vulnerable and raw.
“Please Griff, I can tell you are upset please tell me how I can make it up to you?” I begged not wanting to be so terrible at communicating again that I would spiral.
Spiral into that dark place where I can’t believe he loves me. Where I am so sure he is going to find fault in who I am and what I do that he will. leave me. The dark place where I want to spare myself from that pain so much that I will find fault in everything he does just so he isn’t the one to find fault in me. The place where I was when we just met. The place he healed me from and the one place where I never want to go back to.
“I’m not upset with you Darling, can we please talk about this in our room when we’re in our bed” He grits out through his teeth.
Leaving me with no choice but to believe him and just wait. Trying to stop myself from spiraling into that dark place.
And I manage to when we reach our chambers and Griffin struggles to open the door because he seems unable or unwilling to let me go. I am still not in that dark place, all I am is anxious about what he will tell me. Being anxious is far better than being there. He eventually manages to open the door and lays me down on the bed.
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