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I just needed to get out of the room. I was beginning to wonder if this was really worth it. There are two Ayla’s, one part, the one I hope is the real Ayla, is funny, fierce, loyal, and kind. The other is moody unfair and wishy–washy. So I bought her a Porsche she didn’t like. She could at least appreciate the effort. If that David guy knew her so well then why did he reject her? I just knew it, no matter what she said I was competing against an enemy that was not there. How can I compete with a guy who used to be her best friend, who has known her since his birth? At the same time show, I am better than him. When she keeps waiting for me to mess up like he did. When she screamed at me like that rejecting her crossed my mind. But my heart broke just thinking about it, and when I remembered the scars she showed me my stomach twisted again.
I was just getting hopeless considering her suggestion to just not see each other and let the matebond weaken enough so it would be bearable. for us to be with someone else. A chosen mate. The problem is, I can’t I don’t think there will ever be enough time to make the matebond weak enough. I have seen so much good in her, that I cannot help falling for her. That’s why I stormed out to go on the run I am on now. All so I could hopefully clear my mind a bit before going back to her. I had been so wrapped up that I did not notice my father joining me on my run not until he mindlinked me.
“Trouble in paradise Son, I won’t judge either of you but talking it over
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might help sometimes” his voice filled my mind.
Up until now, I had been trying to do this on my own. To not let my parents know that things between my mate and I weren’t as perfect as I wanted to believe. Maybe he was right though, maybe he could help me make sense of the mess this all was now.
“Actually, Dad, I think I might need your help to look at things clearly” I replied through our mindlink.
He suggested going out for a beer a little out of packground so nobody could interrupt or overhear us. We went back to the forest edge and shifted before getting into one of the cars and drive to a local pub.
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“What is the reason you were out on a run, and now having a beer with your Dad, instead of enjoying spending time with your lovely mate?” Dad started us off as soon as we both had a beer in hand.
He was right that was what I should have been doing. When I stormed. out I felt like it was all her fault. Now that I had a moment to think about it to calm down. I could see that in my happiness, my excitement I might come across as a little overwhelming. And with having to fit the image. of her first mate I made things worse.
“I am too excited about having met her, and I want to go all out in
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showing her I am better than her first mate. So I overwhelmed her but Dad, I don’t want to be fighting against another wolf. He was her first mate, her childhood best friend. The MoonGoddess chose him for Ayla first. Meaning he was the better fit and she knows it. She is giving me at chance but I know I cannot measure up to him. I never felt this jealous and I am so scared of losing her” I was letting it all out.
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