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I shuddered in his arms, and he was right there behind me. But as his orgasm closed in I felt his teeth scrape the skin of my collarbone. Where he would eventually mark me, a pit of fear formed in my stomach. But he would never do that right, he would never mark me without my consent. I tried to focus on what was happening, on asking him what he was doing. But the pleasure from his teeth scratching my collarbone made me delirious with need. I knew he found his release too, but he just kept pounding into me. It overloaded my senses, I clung to his body desperate, frantically trying to match his pace. Another orgasm crept in and I was lost in the haze of lust and love for this man. Before I realized I screamed out to him.
“Mark me, Griff, make me yours”
He dropped his head burying his face in the crook of my neck. Sucking and licking on the now sensitive spot on my collarbone but he did not. mark me. Even throughout another earth–shattering orgasm, I felt disappointment and fear bubbling up. He carried me to the bed and laid. me down. So tenderly, like I was a precious treasure he was worried to break if he was too rough with it. before slipping into the bed next to me. During our love making he rushed out of his jeans but he kept his top on. Now he had taken it off to go to sleep, and I noticed the mark of his deceased mate was completely gone. It was a sign of the bond between us deepening. Still, the disappointment of Griffin refusing to mark me was overrulling everything. Part of me felt relieved he didn’t, it was a heat–of–the–moment decision since I felt ready before the big fight.
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Completing the mating process was more than just marking each other. It would make me a part of the royal family. It would mean I would have to travel back and live in the castle on Sunday. Being apart from each other is hard enough as it is, but after completing the mating process it would be torturous. Things I was not ready for at all, Griffin used to be ready for it. For a while, it seemed like that was everything he wanted, and I needed to know what changed.
“Why did you not want to mark me, Griffin?” I asked staring up at the ceiling not daring to look at him.
“Darling, I wanted to. I almost lost control I drew blood and it made your delirious with need” He spoke softly tilting my face so I was looking at him again.
“I fear you are not ready yet?” He continued.
And he was right I was not ready yet, not all but what if I had been ready? Then he would have refused me for no reason at all.
“And if it’s not like that and you are ready, give me 5 minutes and I will be ready for round two” He winked.
My cheeks burned a bright red, not only did he read my mind about what was holding me back. Now I had to verbally confirm I was not ready yet. That he did everything right, and I was still upset about it. I
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despised how insecure my past had made me.
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“You’re right, I don’t think I am ready yet. I will be ready for the second round in 5 minutes though.” I smirked hoping to get rid of the
awkwardness.
Griff smiled and started kissing me, and it didn’t even take us 5 minutes. before we were ready to make love again. This time without the urgency of the first time, it was slow and sensual and I loved every minute of it. When I was drifting off in his arm a while later I finally felt the reassurance that everything would work out between the two of us. Our start might have been rocky, it was not us that made it rocky. Things from the past kept coming up but we proved that we can deal with that.
“I love you, Griff,” I whispered hoping he was asleep and not hearing this confession that filled me with hope and nerves at the same time. He just pulled me closer not saying anything.
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I woke up to the sound of my alarm, and it made me regret staying up so late. My bed was empty but I could still the warmth from where Griff had been sleeping. He must be up already, so I sat up rubbing the sleep from my eyes. We needed to be at the airport in an hour. Luckily I had already packed I just needed to shower and have breakfast but first of all, I needed a coffee to get me going.
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