The Prince’s Unwilling mate by Mutya the Author novel Chapter 338

113 Ayla 

After raping me on his sister’s grave, David helped me up like we were a couple that just had some sneaky fun in nature. I wanted to refuse, but I needed him to get up, I was barely able to walk, with how rough he had been. On top of that, I had to deal with how guilty I felt over the fact that Griffin had felt all of this. I just hoped he somehow could feel how much I hated it too. Not that I wanted him to feel my pain but that would still be better than him thinking I was having consensual sex with David. 

When we got “home” I took a shower so hot it burned my skin, as I kept scrubbing myself. I felt so dirty, and I wanted to be clean, not that I would ever be again. Still, I wanted to be as clean as I could be. To wash the places where David touched me as much as I could. For some odd reason, he used protection, telling me he could get me pregnant since we were real mates. 

I don’t know if this man does not understand how fertility, sex, and pregnancy work. But the fact that it is easier for wolves to get pregnant when they’re mated is not the same as always getting pregnant when you have sex with your mate. Unfortunately, it goes both ways, even when having sex, or being raped by someone who is not your mate, you still can get pregnant. I wanted to get pregnant, but not with David’s mate, not to mention the fact that it would probably make David go even more crazy. 

I tried to look at the positives, I had managed to leave the picture of me 

and Griffin I had printed, behind in the forest. Not only that, but I had it on me when they kidnapped me. David had been “kind” enough to let me earn my purse back. Since that moment, I had kept the picture on my body. To make sure, David wouldn’t find it and destroy it. Secondly, it felt good to have a part of Griffin so close to me. 

David had been so occupied with raping me he did not notice, I pierced my finger with my canines. I had used the blood to write “luv u” on the back of the picture. Every other wolf would still be alerted by another wolf’s blood for at least a week. Probably more because it didn’t rain a lot in these parts. Griffin had been here, whatever the reason was for him leaving again. He was here, so I was sure wolves he trusted would be on patrol now. Not BloodMoon pack members loyal to David. 

Even if they were, either they knew and nothing would change, and if they did not know it could go one or two ways. Either they stood behind, their Alpha and nothing would change, or depending on what Griffin had done during his visit. They were scared of Griffin or did not agree with what David was doing, and they would get me help. I liked these odd enough, that I had no idea when I would have the chance to do something like this again. 

Maybe, just maybe, if this was the reason Griffin would find me, it would be worth it. As long as he wouldn’t blame me for it, but I knew my mate. Now I trusted him enough that he would never blame me. He had saved me before, he made me whole again. I was sure he would again. Just by being him, just by being there for me. 

Slowly, I started to pull myself back together again. It was my fault, I 

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