Chapter 49
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Gods. It’s been so long since I kissed someone.
Despite having other women after my mate, not once did I let myself become vulnerable enough to kiss them. It was strictly transactional until I completely lost sexual interest in women. Now, I am kissing Ryn and I have never felt so good in years.
I took her lips in mine and she was quick to open up and let me in. I wanted more. I wanted to explore her depths till there was nothing left. Frustrated at our height difference, I placed my hands on her tiny waist and carried her up to sit on the kitchen counter. Without a moment’s breath, her lips were back on mine again, her hands pushing off my shirt as she pressed her body to mine.
I removed the clothing and flung it on the counter, before grabbing her bod closer. I loved the way her breasts felt against my body, so I grabbed them, loving how soft and full they were. As a result, Ryn let out something between a moan and a groan sending more blood rushing to my cock. My hand slid into the base of her hair, right above her neck and I felt the urge to pull.
Something in me wanted to cause her pain and pleasure so I gripped her hair and pulled.
She let out a gasp as her lips became slack and her throat became exposed to me. I kissed her jawline, down to her throat, feeling the urge to leave little bites along. Giving in to my urge, I left bites along her throat and when I heard moans of satisfaction, I came back up to kiss her and taste those moans myself.
Ishould stop. Right here. Right now, but why does she feel so good? Why does she feel like a tall glass of water in a desert? Was I not taking advantage of her?
Before I could think further, Ryn ground her hips against my erection and a soft groan escaped my lips. She did it again and the sudden urge to rip her pants came over me. When she pulled back from our kiss and was about to pull her tank top over her head, I stopped her. That alone gave me the second I needed to think clearly.
She looked at me through glazed eyes, her lips red and swollen. Why did you stop?” She panted.
“Cause, this is wrong.” I muttered, taking several steps away from her.
“What’s wrong?‘
“Us.” I motioned between us. “This. This is not right, Ryn. I am your Director.”
“Former Director.” She answered quickly. “You’re not breaking any rules.”
“Regardless, I am still your Superior and I am way older than you.”
“You’re twenty–five, I’m nineteen.’ She answered, coming down from the counter. “I’m not some kid.”
“Please, stay where you are.” I pleaded as she took a step forward towards me and I felt her desire reignite again. “Regardless of the circumstances, Ryn, this is not what you want.”
Her brows pulled together. “And how would you know what I want?”
“Because you’re under the effects of the Moonstone. Any feelings you have towards me are not real and I’d hate for you to later come to your senses and regret this night.”
Ryn searched my eyes before nodding in understanding. “What about you?” She asked and I frowned.
“What about me?”
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Chapter 49
Ryn shrugged. “What do you want?”
“What I want doesn’t matter, Ryn?”
Ryn took another step forward. “It does. I want to know. Are your feelings towards me real? Or am I just a project to you?”
I paused and swallowed, lost for words. My brother must have said something for her to use that term.
Damn him.
Was Ryn like the other girls? No.” So if she’s not, what is she to me?
I looked at her and found something dangerous in her eyes.
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Ryn blinked in surprise, looking at me with new eyes as she took a step back from me.
Ryn sighed at first, looking distraught, then she nodded. Instantly, her face, which was the epitome of disbelief, now shifted into a stone cold mask. “Fine. If you want to use me, then I’ll use you too.” She said, “Since I have to graduate at all costs, teach me everything I need to know about the simulation test and how to pass it.”
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