The Twin Alphas Warrior Luna (RYN) novel Chapter 94

Chapter 94
RYN
As soon as I left Miro’s presence, I headed for my room and didn’t stop until I was inside and the door was closed behind me. Once I leaned against it, I raised my hand to see it trembling.
To be very freaking honest. Miro was a scary man.
I could feel his aura as he held my neck and slammed me into the wall. I can now see how the twins are so different. Theon’s anger was probably like a calm, blue sea that could turn into stormy waves while Miro’s anger felt like standing next to a volcano.
I touched my neck again, recalling the incident between us. The fact that he looks like Theon also doesn’t help matters because tell me why, despite his harassment, I felt something for him swimming deep in my core?
I ran a hand through my hair, trying to think things through.
Am I broken or something? Because why would Miro’s hand around my neck turn me on? Why did I feel the urge to keep daring and pushing him to the brink just to see what he’d do? What if he hurts me? What if I don’t like what I find?
My phone buzzed, and I crossed the room to the nightstand to check the caller ID.
Sitting on my bed, I put the phone to my ears. “Hey Ginger.” I sighed.
“Where have you been?!” Sadie squealed. “I’ve been calling since, like, forever.”
“I’m so sorry. I had training with Theon.”
“Theon?” Sadie asked. “Since when is my uncle on a first-name basis with you?”
Oh Shit!
“I-I mean Prince Theon. It was a slip of tongue. Sorry.” I rambled.
There was a bit of silence on the other end. “Hello?” I called.
“Yeah. I’m here.” Sadie said, “I guess living with my Uncles is making you get ideas.”
I blinked, taken aback. “Excuse me? What ideas?”
“Nothing.” Sadie chuckled nervously. “Just kidding.”
“No. Tell me what’s on your f****king mind, Sadie. Since you’ve gained some confidence now and shit!” I gritted out.
“Oh, my! Are you upset?”
Is she seriously asking me that right now?
“You know what? I have to go to the Academy. So talk later.” I said and ended the call before she could have anything else to
say.
I fell back on the bed and stared at the ceiling. Does Sadie also think I am not worthy enough to be her uncle’s love interest? I mean, I don’t really want him, but it kinda hurts to know my only friend thinks that way of me. It hurts even more to admit she’s right.
Class-wise, I don’t even come close to the Windermeres.
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Chapter 94
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I am nothing. A nobody. An outcast. An Orphan. I have nothing and no one and I’d be very very stupid to think someone like me can have a happy ending with someone like Theon.
My eyes burned with tears as I fingered the pendant and the Moonstone. I wish I could rip off the stupid Moonstone and throw it in the deepest ocean. I now hate it. I hate it so much. It skews my judgement and makes me have ideas I should not have. Laughing with Theon, flirting with him, getting turned on by Miro’s mild violence. Do I really know the twins at all?
Am I throwing myself off the deep end by dancing in their shadows?
I can’t even trust myself to make a resolve not to let the Moonstone get to me. I have done that before and I always break my promise. Now I just want to leave this place and get some air.
My phone buzzed again, and I saw i