When I got home I was so tired and I needed a good bath before they came.
It's so quiet and dark outside and that feeling of being scared is back. I hate it when I'm alone, luckily not for so long I thought.
I run my hand through my hair while I sight laying with my back to the door as my mind recall the familiar face of my father that I saw today at my work place. What is his business with the Maasdorp family, what can it be.
He didn't even call me to let me know that he was in the city, don't he care about me anymore, did he forget that I exist as his daughter. Is this how he love me. Maybe he didn't saw me. He did see me he was just ashamed of how he treated me for the few days.
Maybe it's life, I have to accept that mom and me doesn't play a big part in his life anymore. if we ever did. He was never home, never looked after me and mom.
I'm feeling not so well. My eyes starts to get wet one tear drop roll down my cheek. He doesn't deserve my tears. I wipe my face with my right arm.
I look at my watch around my left arm for the time. Oh my God look at the time 5:40pm i said to myself dropping my keys and the bags at the door running up to my room straight for my bath room.
I turn the tape for the water to run down in the bath throwing my strawberry wash liquid in the water. I walk back into my room and look through my closest for something to wear.
I'm so confused in what to wear, but it's not a date so why must I overstress myself so much what to wear.
After finding something to wear, my Grey track pants with long sleeve west keeping the cold from my skin.
I switched on my phone seeing two misscals from mom and chrissy. I'm going to call them back when I'm done with my bath. I put some music on on my phone playing Dance with my father by Luther Vandross missing my dad so much. I don't know why I even miss him he doesn't care about me then.
I climb in the warm bath relaxing at the warm water laying down in the bath with my head back on the bash listen to the songs and the wind blowing at the outside.
I think back to good memories of me, mom and dad, what a nice family we was, yes we can never predict life.
I start sing with the song.
If I could get another chance
Another walk
Another dance with him
I'll play a song that will never, never end
How I love, love, love to dance with my father again
Ohhh ohh
When I my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He made me laugh just to comfort me
Hey heyyy
Then finally made me do
just what my mamma said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a novel under my sheet
Never dream that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one finale grands
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