The Vampire Teacher (GirlxGirl) novel Chapter 67

Lucia's POV

Half of my clothes was so wet by all my crying. I'm lost, broken so confuse, I really don't know what to do anymore. My heart is so tired and it's so broken. I can't take this pain that I'm feeling.It's like someone has stabbed a sword right through my heart and let it bleed out till the last minute. I try to stop thinking about her, I try to stop crying and telling myself that she is not worth my tears because she is not, but the pain it was getting just worst and worst.I cry and cry and cry but it seems the more i cry the more the pain hurts. I heard my friend called for me but I couldn't even let her in I want to be alone I want to die I'm no use for this world my life is a messed.

"I'm so sorry Brenda , I'm sorry please just take away this pain it's hurt my heart."

I'm tired so tired. I wipe my tears screaming out this emotional feeling. I'm not going to cry again no no no, it's fine its okay I'm fine. I can take this pain I will over come it. She can go to hell and do just what she wants but I'm not going to cry in this room no more. I look for my phone trying to keep me busy as I sobb trying so hard not to concentrate on this pain.

"Mommy Lucia", I heard LJ's voice and hearing her knock on the door. I'm sorry but I really need to be alone right. Who does she really thinks she is and what does she thinks about her self, did she even love me like she said. I sight trying to think about everything dis she really love me. I scroll down my phone looking for a certain song to listen just to calm myself. I find it and I play it puting my phone on loud volume trying to take out LJ's and chrissy voice.

I lay down on the bed sighting. I breathe in and out wrapping a blanket around my body and closing my eyes while the song plays making me relaxed into the soft beat and melody.

There goes my heart beating

Cause you are the reason

I'm losing my sleep

Please come back now

There goes my mind racing

And you are the reason

That I'm still breathing I'm hopeless now.

I'd climb every mountain

And swim every ocean

Just to be with you

And fix what I've broken