The Vampire Teacher (GirlxGirl) novel Chapter 72

Lucia's POV

I lay down in my bed still at the hospital that was located at the back of our house its kind of funny saying that it was our house since how long I'm being staying here.I felt sad for Brenda knowing that is going to be very hard for me to exactly forgive her not that I'm angry at her but I'm feeling just not right not knowing what exactly happened between them when I left the office. I also feel guilty for acting so weird about everything she was trying to protect me, but it didn't give her the right to treat me like that and kissing woman in front of me.I try to breathe feeling the lump inside of me. It's hard for me really not to think about it. I have give in to go with her on a date and I'm glad that we kind of had made peace but I just can't get over the fact that she cheated on me how will ever tell her how I'm feeling.

I sight and close my eyes a little turning around in the bed feeling hopeless and I can't wait for tonight.I wander what she is up to, this is going to be our first date and I don't know what I'm going to do I still need to get out of here to prepare myself."OH my God what will I wear tonight", I breathe out sitting up straight just when I heard the door open seeing my beautiful best friend poping her head through the door and smiled at me.

"Can I come in? She asked still looking at me with her beautiful brown eyes smiling at me.

" Please come in", I told her as she walk down towards the bed.

"Please don't scared us like that ever again", she said hugging me very tight making it impossible for me to catch air.

"Oh my God are you okay, did I hurt you? she asked looking at me up and down caressing my body making me chuckle at her kindness.

" I'm okay the hug was just to tight", I told her smiling at her.

" Ahh", she sight as she climb on the bed sitting next to me.

"Sorry about that", she said.

"It's okay I understand and I'm sorry really I didn't mean to lost it like that", I told her feelings a bit sad.

"It's okay darling no need to feel bad about it but as long as you are happy and fine then I'm so happy you know." she said taking my face into her hands and kiss me all over my face making me giggle.

"Stop it now", I said hitting her hands away from my face as I wipe my face feeling the wetness on my face from all the kissing making her laugh.

"I love you", she said with so much joy in her tone.

"I know you do and I love you so much", i said kissing her on her cheek.

"It's your birthday tomorrow", I heard her said smiling at me.I lost it for sometime looking at her with wide eyes not believing that the time has fly so fast, but I understand from all the things that was going on made me forget about the days and months but I'm glad that something so special to me it's tomorrow.

"You know that I have forget about it for some time", I told her while I play with my fingers thinking of all the things that has happened so far.

"It's okay babe you fine now, and you and Brenda ? she asked me all of a sudden.I sight throwing my head back and relaxed a little with my eyes close feeling her hands take mine in hers and caressing it.I open my eyes and find brown ones staring at me with so much love and concern in it.

"We fine, we made peace but I just can't help it feeling very hurt and sad about her and that woman",i told her trying not to think about it.

"About what exactly do you feel bad darling? she asked me still caresing my hands.

" You know they exactly ki..ss right in front of me", I struggle to say it out loud, I tell myself that they didn't go far as just kissing but I don't know what happened from there when I left, its killing me inside Chris. I can't you know and I don't wanna talk about it I don't want me and her to fight again",i told her looking at her.

"Tell her what you feel Lucia, you two need to communicate about your feelings, how will she know what you feel if you don't tell her and I'm sorry but I know what you feel but you need to tell her so that she can tell you what exactly happened when you left that day before it work on you", she told me with her sweet soft voice.

I sight knowing that what she said it's true but how and who says that she will exactly tell me the truth what exactly happened when I left it doesn't look like she cares at all. And if she really did she wouldn't have kissed that woman in front of me no matter what happened no matter what I said about her so who really says she going to even care to tell me the truth.I need to leave it and forget about everything we fine now mos and I'm going to work to make her happy. I really can't be without her any more I love her so much and I'm going to show that lady that I'm her mate not she.

Just when I was about to answer chrissy the door of the room was push open making us flince seeing a annoying red eyes brenda walking in looking down at me making me a little scared seeing her like that. I'm still not use seeing her eyes like that and for a moment I miss her blue eyes.

"I think im going to go ", chrissy said as she get off the bed leaving me there with Brenda who just stares at me not knowing what going on in that mind of hers.

"Chrissy", Brenda said still looking at me not letting her eyes leave me.

"Yes", my friend answer as I glance at her shrugging my shoulders not knowing what's going on here.

"I need you to go and take my Mate out for clothes shopping for our date tonight, if you don't mind and please look after her." she said but something caught my attention the way she speaks tell me that this wasn't Brenda but her inner Animal.

"Okay but let me know when we leaving", she said a bit startled by this intimidate lady standing in front of me.

"You go and get yourself ready I just need to be with her for some time", she told her.

"Okay then", Chrissy said and left right away. I lift my brows at Brenda' not really sure how to act around her inner animal but I know she won't hurt me.

"uhm Brenda", I said trying to know who is exactly in control because sometimes she changes her eyes like this but this person is just to much intimidating to be my Brenda .

"It's good to see you know who I'am", she said smirking at me as she walk towards the bed and sit down next to me.I really didn't know what she meant by that as I blink my eyes a few times, "can I please speak to Brenda? I asked her not knowing who I'm speaking to.

"Why, you not fond by speaking with me, your other half mate? she asked looking at me with that kind of look that make me nervous as I gulped not knowing what to say.

"Okay so it's not Brenda who I'm speaking to right now but her inner animal I mean the other Brenda ", I said biting on my lip not making me feel embarrassed as I feel how my cheeks turn red.I didn't receive a answer back still not knowing who I was talking too.

Brenda or her inner animal stares at me like something is wrong with me and she was making me uncomfortable by her stares and I'm not use to look into her red eyes it was beautiful but Im not Use to see her like this. I was startled out of my day dream by a deep laugh making me flince as I look at a laughing lady sitting next to me until her eyes landed back on mine making gulped.