Their broken Princess novel Chapter 40

arina's pov

I put my head on the table , today is my birthday and my grandparents from Mom parents decided to throw me a fucking business party a business party i just came i didn't want them to feel bad , well i don't care about them it's just mom , the girls have been acting weird i don't know why , i was wearing a silk dress it was till my thighs and fluffy jacket over it and converse , i don't care what people think i never do , that's what has always put me through life

'' Carina I want you to meet my Sister '' , Mom Said tapping my shoulder i looked up to see Helena , that bitch , she was smirking fuck , Mom doesn't think it's her there are many Helena in the world , wow perfect

I stood up and walked away with my crutches but Serena stopped me , i looked at her confused she just motioned me to look at the stage

'' Just Look and don't ask questions '', She said excitedly , i looked at her and shook my head , i took two step till Ana's voice made me froze

'' Don't walk away Carina you always do why we are bestfriends and you can't keep pushing us we want to help you your parents want to but you push people away we want to help you open to someone we need our Old Carina Back and i am sorry i am not giving up i will be like Sam if i have to bring you back '' , She said shakily , i looked at her i won't pretend her words didn't affect me it did but i won't show it

I turned around but she ran from the stage and held my shoulder

'' You run you run from your fucking problems a wise girl told me once we don't run from our problems whatever your problems are because we are in together we went through shit but we didn't give up , you remember that time Sam wouldn't give up convincing us to sit with her , i don't know what happened there but i know you are strong , you are beautiful this girl is the reason i am breathing today she's the reason we are fighting she showed us no matter what people think or believe we can live , we want you to feel alive fuck him , fuck all of them we want our Carina the one who loved singing , playing the piano and do everything to stand up for her rights , when i saw how you looked lying on that bed with machines all over your body then you had a panic attack after how many years'' , She stopped chuckling sadly wiping the tear that fell from her eyes she stopped me from talking and continued

'' Coco Please talk to us we will help you please'' , She begged holding my hand , something snapped in me , i remove my hand from her grasp